Spent quite a lot yesterday, buying some products to pamper myself with. Went to white dog café after that,

heard of that name a couple of times before and finally I went. It was good there, nice plates, and tasty food, I ordered black squid ink pasta with scallops which wasn’t as king as the name stated. It was still tasty, unique I would say, I can’t really relate the taste to another food, but I enjoyed it.

It didn’t have a good side effect on me today though, I got a feeling my friends are gonna expect me to write about my black liquid shit whole day diarrhea, nah I won’t, don’t worry. It’s too gross to put on a blog isn’t it.

Anyway, I did something unexpected after that. I was planning to buy some bed sheets but didn’t plan on getting some expensive ones. It went out of my plan when I saw this nice cotton sateen bed sheets with 50% discount. Not only it felt smooth, but it was cooling too, best for room without air con. All the reasons telling me to buy that bed sheet, I can’t resist. I ended up having to make do with the single bed sheet although I saw better ones. I thought since double bed has 2 people sleeping on it, it’s better to have more people enjoying.

After loitering around in Vivo for a while, we finally decided to head to my house for a bath, my friends have a good view on how my room is like especially after the air con leak, it was terrible.

Head over to the wine club at Parkview hotel after that, it’s called divine, the only thing I could say is that the place live up to its name, divine indeed. They have only one waitress and one bar tender, the waitress is wearing this silvery cupid outfit with super short skirt with many, many layers.

I didn’t know what ‘s the purpose for that initially, but when my friend tells me about it, I recall seeing it on TV or something.

Each time a person orders a bottle of wine, the cupid will hook herself onto this wire attached right beside an almost three storey high wine rack.

She will then press a button to look for the customer’s order by lifting herself up into the sky of wine.

Looking for the bottle of wine ranging from the standard wines from the lowest part of the rack (which is already about one storey high) and the most expensive wines they have at the top of the rack. Many guys are probably trying their best to see underneath her skirt, but we girls didn’t stop doing it too, at least not in the perverted way.

Ordered some cocktails there and I am glad there is finally one place that have grasshopper.

I’ve been to many place and tried ordering it, but never once have I manage to drink it coz if its unavailability even though it's in the menu. Thank you divine, and Pam for intro-ing. Although I do have to say that it’s a little too expensive there, but its worth a trip to have a look at how it is like.

We went go club after that, it have been 6 months since I last clubbed. Blackie have the urge to club to so we dragged our friend there, but on our way there our dear Pam decided to head home straight because she is stung by some honey, I mean, bee, and need to get home to rest. The club trip only had three girls, but it was fun. Everyone was shy at first cause of the lack of clubbing these 6 months, but we still dance ourselves away after we enter the dance floor. Met a few interesting people, some good some bad, and some who gave me pain but all is good, you don’t call it a clubbing night with one of those missing.

Our 2^nd friend left halfway through for some business, ending up with only me and blackie, we didn’t want to leave, the night is still young, very young.

Finally left at 2 am =<>

I hope we have more outings like that but it isn’t gonna happen soon since I will be working the rest of this month. Going out like that means spending more money too, sigh. We sure walked enough to burn the fats of what we’ve eaten the whole entire day though, thumbs up for that.

Postpet

How many of you heard of this name before? Started in 1997 by sony, it is a email software, something like outlook express as you are familiar with, but this client is much cuter, fun, and interesting.

Unlike the outlook express where you will see a pop up with new mail msg, or just refreshing every 1 min interval. Postpet as you can see “pet”, it is a client with a “house” and your chosen pet to adopt can live in it.

The newest version looks better although unfortunately it is not available in English unlike the previous version. For some reason sony decided to terminate this service for English version.

These are some picture to give a rough idea of what it is like, the first picture is the older version, followed by the rest which isn’t in order of launch, probably.

It works this way :

You click send email, your pet will take the envelope and go out of your pet house. You can only use this function if your friend has a post pet too. You pet will then open the door of your friend’s pet house (can be seen by your friend if she is in front of her com) and drop the letter on the table, your friend could provide it with delicious snacks and make him/her stay, bath him etc, or if you friend is the sadistic type, she can smack it to no end. The pet will be unhappy, not like he will do anything much other then writing a diary which can be found in your pet house, somewhere, likely to complain about how his new friend’s owner treated him.

Vice versa, you could do the same to your visiting friend’s pet.

If your friend don’t have a post pet, you could always use the mail man.

There is a catch though, certain pet have mood meter or some sort, if you starve him or torture him too much, leave it dirty etc, it might just leave home. Usually a couple of days, or sometimes a little bit longer. It would comeback really hungry dirty and pathetic looking, not to mention sad. You can either smack it and make it leave home again or treat him with tender loving care. ( I remember making my cat leave home and feel sad coz my pet house looks empty) I had to use the mail man for a couple of days =<>

Anyway, I wasn’t trying to advertise or what, I don’t work for sony. But I just suddenly really miss using post pet. I, as usual, have tried to locate its still working older version, but only found its cr@ck, not the client itself. If not, I have to go learn Japanese and hope that they sell it on the net or something, but then again, I would have gone to some Japan cr@ck site. I haven’t made my birthday wish this year, my wish, is to earn lots and lots of $ enough to buy the whole sony company. So I can revive English post pet, and with the extra lots and lots of $ I gonna do whatever I want.

My dad went out since morning and got me my favorite sushi of all time. Uni and Ikura which is Sea Urchin and Salmon Roe. I always love Ikura since young, love the orange fish egg with taste a little but salty and slimy, and I love the pok that juice the egg every time I bite it, each of them, and liquid just melts in your mouth kinda feeling. Aaaahhh. And I love how soft the uni is, there is a unique taste to it, it is of coz solid, yet when you put into your mouth. Arhg, it’s been a long time since I’ve eaten that. I took a picture of it, but I accidentally delete it from my phone while transferring files. I can be quite clumsy at times.

But guess what,

I made up for my clumsiness by my love for trouble shooting computer related things. By of coz, using the standard procedure of sourcing for cr@ck version of file recovery tools. Probably useless now, tell me if anyone needs it.

I went out for the first time after one whole week of lonely torture, no sun, no walks, no nothing. Just sit eat drink bath blog surf, gosh, I can’t even go to the living room much coz I will probably pass the disease to the rest of my family. It was nearly time by the time I finish my sushi, so I made my way off to meet moo.

Ikea trip, I love Ikea, I can just hold the map and walk through all the short cuts and test each and every furniture although I’ve seen them a hundred times before. This time we went straight to the bed room section as time was running out. Me and Moo had a fun time testing a couple of mattresses before we finally decide on what we had initially came for.

Moo bought a Full American size mattress and decided that he should get the single one as well, that would fill up all the bed frames at his home.

Spring mattress
SULTAN HÖGBO

Comes with extra polyester wadding.
176 Bonell springs; creates comfortable and relaxed sleeping sensation.
Ventilated spring construction; keeps mattress fresh and dry.
Reversible; prolong optimal comfort.

It may not be the thousand dollar mattress with matching divan, but I am pretty sure it’s good enough for bunk bed. The next thing we need to get would be bed sheets. Aussino will be our place, I love Aussino, never fail to touch each and every bed sheets they have on display each time I enter their shop. Maybe that’s one of my fetish, but I just love it. Looking at how busy our working schedule will be for the coming month, I can’t really find a certain time slot that we could go to Aussino together. I guess working everyday of the next month would leave me with no life. Amen

The good thing is that his family will be able to sleep on the soft bed from now on, the bad thing? He joined me in the poverty club. Yes yes, welcome welcome.

Will be meeting Yu Hui and Pam tomorrow for a girls day out, and probably stopping at some nice pub near bugis for a drink. I haven’t decide what to wear tomorrow, after the week of weight gaining session at home I have no confidence in wearing anything in my wardrobe. Sigh. I guess tomorrow will have its own way *pray* Before that, I am meeting my cousin to go to the salon and get a few things, I’ve misplaced one of my voucher, I hope they give discount for the 3^rd product I buy =~ its 40% off ler, so much, if I buy without voucher I feel a bit heart pain.

Last night, I had a glimpse of what it is like to take care of a baby. Viki decided that she should on her web cam and I get to see Cass!!! It was really dark and all, but I could still see his features and tiny hands, drinking milk from the bottle that Viki is holding, sweet and warm. Cass even smiled at me and I took a few screen shots, but it ended up to dark to be clearly seen. Luckily for me, Viki and Kelvin somehow managed to took a few shots of the smiling Cass. This is my favorite.

Not the last night photo, but still my fav, its how Cass looks like when you blow gently on his tiny face. Aaaawwww.

Isn’t he cute? Lol I know I know, he is cute, he is my godson^^

That was last night though, for today, my dad came to Singapore as a drop off on his way to Penang to see his eye doctor. Something to do the aftermath of his past eye laser experience. Nothing good at all, in fact, it is in a situation where it would already be very good if it hasn’t worsen, I seriously hope it improve though, although I don’t love my dad so much, I don’t really wish to see him turning into cyclop. It will still hurt a part of me if that really happens. *choy, ta ka lai si*

I nearly finish my current facial wash, so I asked him to get me a few things to refill, with something x-tra. Its cheaper in the DFS at the airport anyway.

But they didn’t have stock for the last one, that particular one is something I was really looking forward to, as my face have turned into sheer ugliness after the disease that came to me. I am really very disappointed. Really, sad.

I had a totally unexpected night though, It makes me feel like shouting

“Shame on me, Somebody Kill me!”

Well, as I have been a bag fanatic recently, I’ve already bought 2 bags within three days on my birthday week.

It was really quite rare for me to do that, I have no idea how this bag craze got unto me. Today after an introduction to one specific website from Pamela, I have once again, bought bags.

It was a boring night when Pam suddenly decide to do the “hey, go see this” *paste me a link* on msn. Without a doubt, I just went ahead and thought I am going into some humorous website which will leave me laughing my ass off after viewing a clip or two. That wasn’t the case, this time, it was a trap, a trap to flaunt all the different type of bags on sale right in front of my eyes in the square 19” box I am facing now at this very moment. I felt like I am overwhelmed, in a bad way, coz that very sight heightened my excitement to the maxim. For that, I hate her to the maxim too. I know the more I click, the chances are that I am going to sin. That didn’t stop me from clicking though, it is as if there is an unseen force withdrawing all your will to resist that sinful website.

Thus, I have sinned.

I have in my collection a proud number of 7 bags. Not too many, not too lacking. It consist of 2 tiny one, 2 medium one, 3 big ones. Guess, Just Jeans, Renoma, Charles and Keith, and one supposedly gotten from the website I have seen today.

Today I was about to add two to my collection, but….

See that white and brown color one? Yes the 2nd one. I love it so much although I decided to get it only after about 30 minutes of consideration. I was so bend on getting it after that only to realize that the color is out of stock.

*heart break*

*ouch* I really like that bag. =~ Really I do. I still feel the pinch in my heart.

Then I got this for my friend who have her upcoming birthday in September, I didn’t really know what to get for her and since I am gonna be really busy on august, I’ve decided to get her birthday present as well.

After that, since I am already giving myself in to the shopping spree, I decided to pull Viki along. Lets lighten the guiltiness, more the merrier.

I didn’t really expect that I will succeed in doing that, coz Viki is the all time thrifty shopper. It was a coincidence that her bag was wearing out, and she needs a big handy bag to contain needs of Cass when they go out too, so she ended up choosing this sweet little thing.

It was my first time doing online shopping spree in Singapore, very new to this as it was not anything like E-Bay or game points purchase. So I sent my order form in an e-mail with some enquiries and waiting for the seller’s reply. I pray that there is stock for all the goodies I have ordered.

I saw one pair boots which is really quite nice, but I didn’t buy it for a few reasons.

I am not exactly a shoe fanatic

It’s boots, I am in Singapore

I already have a pair of boots

Wanted to get it for that birthday friend but decided a bag instead

That pair of boots is freaking out of stock as well

Since I don’t really love it in the end, I rather not post the picture up to make myself think twice or thrice after that. Wait a min, there is no stock, damn.

JACINTH

Overview: The orange variety of zircon is called Jacinth. Jacinth is a semi-precious stone that is also known as hyacinth. It is a lustrous orange-yellow, orange-red, or yellow-brown type of zircon.

Usage: Jacinth helps in the treatment of insomnia. Promotes spiritual sight and understanding. It is a traveler's amulet, and can keep you from getting sick when worn on an extended journey. It may also help you in obtaining favors on plane flights or in hotels.

Legend: The Breastplate of Aaron is believed to be the basis for the origin of birthstones and Jacinth is referenced in several of the ancient birthstone charts.

Came across http://www.shoutwire.com/comments/81942/Feminism_is_Destroying_Society and read the whole article and found out it is the lamest rubbish I have every read, well at least most of it, go have a look and if you still have no idea why that article is a piece of shit, let me know, I’ll explain it to you.

I am not anti-male or what so ever, but at least I am confident enough to say in our current situation, not all male have the ability to let us stay in kitchens? If so the rest of the family might just starve to death.

I like this comment though, taken from the site itself.

Wow, quite the misogynistic piece!

Unfortuantely, the facts show youth crime is significantly below those "good-old" days back before women had their radios, jobs, and shoes. Education levels are at historic highs. Teen pregnancy is at record lows. All in all, things are better than they used to be.

Of course, they could certainly be better in many places. The countries with the highest education levels, lowest crime rates and best economies happen to be Northern European Nordic nations.

These countries also happen to have the highest female labor participation rates in the world. They also have the highest representation in politics among females (actually, females dominate). 60% of higher education graduates in these nations are women. Women account for about 50% of board members and CEOs.

So, the societies that are the most successful today actually handed the government, businesses, and jobs to the women!

and this part too

God, I am tired of having whiney men who were scarred by a woman's good taste, when they had to read/hear "You are not good enough for me, I don't want you" (what she is really saying is "I don't want to give you the opportunity to breed because I feel you are genetic garbage and don't deserve to replicate").

haha

this is funny though

You can't win with some women.

If you don't pay attention to them, it's discrimination because they're ugly.

If you pay too much attention to them, its harassment.

If you don't tell them they look pretty...it's discrimination.

If you do tell them they look pretty...its sexual harassment and creating a hostile work environment.

If you don't want them to get a job but stay home and raise the kids you're a sexist bastard living in the Stone Age.

If you want them to go out and get a job, you're a lazy deadbeat with no ambition that doesn't care enough to provide for his wife and family.

IF you cheat on your wife you’re a sleazy pig and she'll take you for every penny you have.

If she cheats on you, you didn't satisfy her sexually/emotionally/intellectually and she'll take you for every penny you have.

If you don't give her a job because she's a woman she'll sue you, the company you work for, and your dead childhood dog Scruffy

If you don't give her a job because she's not pretty she’ll sue you, the company you work for, your dead childhood dog scruffy and claim you main untoward sexual advances at her.

If you hire a woman just because she's attractive then she'll threaten to tell your wife about the affair you wish you had and blackmail you for a raise, then a promotion, then sue you, the company you work for, your dead childhood dog Scruffy and then offer to drop the lawsuit if she can have your job...then she'll tell your wife about the affair you wish you'd actually had.

If she asks you if that dress/jeans/skirt makes her ass look fat and you say no even though she resembles a walrus cut the toe off a tube sock and geared it's way in, she'll say she was only testing you and you just want to see her humiliated.

If she asks you if that dress/jeans/skirt makes her ass look fat and you say yes then you're a heartless bastard that has no regard to her feelings, self esteem or emotional well being and needs to be alone. (In which case you'll need to find the other tube sock that didn't have the toe cut off and resort to a night of skin-o-max)

If she asks if you think her best friend is attractive and you say yes (because she is and she damn well knows it according to that time she experimented in college) then you're a pig and she has to reevaluate whether or not she can trust you.

If she asks if you think her best friend is attractive and you say no (on the off chance she already knows about what happened at the Christmas party last year when she was sick) then you're a lying bastard (because she damn well knows she is according to that time she experimented in college) that would screw her the first time she turned her back...and she has to reevaluate whether or not she can trust you.

She says that she's afraid your relationship is based around sex and she wants to take a break for 1 month so you connect on a more emotional level.
-If you can't last more than 2 days, you're a
pig that isn't interested in her mind at all and
just wants her for sex.
-If you last more than 10 days, you must think
she's a hideous beast and she can't understand
why you'd want to hurt her like that.
-If you last the whole month she will realize how
much you really care about her and will screw
your brains out for 2 days straight. At that
point she'll start to question how you could have
gone a month without sex and accuse you of being
a cheating bastard

If she asks if you want to have a threesome with her hot friend the yoga instructor and you say yes you're a sick pig and she can't understand why you'd think she'd ever do something like that.
(Unless she arranges for her friend to be waiting
naked in your bed when you both arrive home one
night, then it's safe. However if you say no
because she's the only one you want now/you
aren't attracted to any other woman/you'd be
jealous than she'll think you're gay)

She says that you need to spice up your sex life with some new things. If you've been sleeping together for more than 6 months and you try anything new...at all...that she enjoys. You'll wake up the next morning to her questioning where exactly you learned that trick and why you never used it before.

She says she's turning into her mother...and then turns to stare at you. If you say it's inevitable, you're a bastard for basically saying she's an overbearing bitchy sagging cow. If you say no then it's because you've always hated her mother and she knows you'd leave her the second she started becoming her.

She complains that you aren't romantic anymore, like when you were first dating.
-If you show up with flowers or candy the next
day then you're only doing it because she said
something and it doesn't mean anything.
-If you wait more than a week, you don't listen
to anything she says and you don't care about
her at all.
-If you do anything overly romantic, she'll start
grilling you about what you did wrong and start
asking about that slutty secretary that's always
flirting with you

the double standard...

If you work, and she stays at home with the kids
Her rules for her
-she's a home maker
-she's should be entitled to go out with her friends
once a week to get a break from having to run the
house
-She's entitled to complete control of the finances
-You should pamper her once in awhile and show her
how much everything she does means to you
-She has complete control over the furnishing and
decorating of the house
-She wants you to help out with the cooking and
cleaning
-Don't even ask with the headache she has from
running the house all day
-It makes no difference that the kids are at school
for 8 out of 9 hours that you're at work.

Her rules for you
-It doesn't matter if your name is on the paychecks,
it's our money
-Don't buy anything without discussing it with her
first
-Don't complain when she asks you to run an errand on your way to/from work
-She's trapped in that house 7 days a week and she
doesn't want you going out and getting drunk with
your sleazy friends instead of spending time with her
-You should think about her first, not about buying
yourself golf clubs or a big screen TV

She works you stay home with the kids
still her rules for you
-You're a stay at home dad A.K.A lazy ass deadbeat
-She doesn't want any of your sleazy friends around
her house or children
-She goes to work, it's her money
-She is still has control over the house decorations
but since you're home doing nothing all day you can
fix anything that needs fixing
-Don't even ask, her head is pounding after the long
day at the office
-Why should she have to run any errands, you're home
all day
-The kids are in school 8 out 9 hours she's at work,
what do you have to complain about

Your rules for her
What do you mean your rules for ME?! What the hell do you do all day? The kids are in school, you sit around the house watching TV or going out and doing whatever the hell you want. It takes you an hour out of the day to do the chores, while I’m stuck in the office working my fingers to the bone because you're too lazy to go out and get a job to provide for your family like a real man. You can't tell me what to do, why do men think they can tell women what to do? This isn't some 1950's fairy tale, men don't run everything anymore. When you get off your ass and get a job then you can tell me what I should be doing while I’m at home doing nothing all day you selfish lazy ungrateful bastard!!!

I remember how my cousin told me that some people have weaker muscle, or something along the line, and thus, their internal organ might be protruding and is able to be seen from outside, like a big hard bump under the skin which is actually their internal organ under the fats. Something like this is what I've imagined.

So upon seeing this photo on some sites which have porn advertisement. I copy it and asked my cousin if this is what she is talking about….

Sapphiree - says:

u see the rib there like protruding de

Sapphiree - says:

is that suppose to be her internal organ?

[† l'infirmière † ]™ -mon precieure...~ my precious...~ wo de bao bei...~ orh ge bou bui...~ - says:

whose foto lai?

Transfer of "163_140_140.jpg" is complete.

[† l'infirmière † ]™ -mon precieure...~ my precious...~ wo de bao bei...~ orh ge bou bui...~ - says:

dunno wads tt but i highly doubt is ribs ba...

Sapphiree - says:

my photo

Sapphiree - says:

does it look like drooping lungs?

[† l'infirmière † ]™ -mon precieure...~ my precious...~ wo de bao bei...~ orh ge bou bui...~ - says:

ur foto

[† l'infirmière † ]™ -mon precieure...~ my precious...~ wo de bao bei...~ orh ge bou bui...~ - says:

u sure its u

Sapphiree - says:

yeah, i took it in my dreams de, somehow it came reality

[† l'infirmière † ]™ -mon precieure...~ my precious...~ wo de bao bei...~ orh ge bou bui...~ - says:

someone kill me lol

Sapphiree - says:

need my help or not

[† l'infirmière † ]™ -mon precieure...~ my precious...~ wo de bao bei...~ orh ge bou bui...~ - says:

no need baa

I had a very, very weird dream when I took my nap just now after my last post. Since I am in the sick and cannot go out but bored and nothing else better to do situation. I guess I’ll just post about my dream.

I wouldn’t just post about any other dream coz I usually forget them the moment I wake up, or after shower? But this dream seems a little too vivid to be forgotten. Maybe it’s also because of the fact that I am a hero in the dream ^^

I had this dream last night already, but I forgotten about it after I woke up, that dream from the nap just now is an episode 2 of the dream. When I was in the dream, I could even the remember the events of episode one. I love this kind of dream, but this time, it’s a little too excited for me to enjoy.

I was in a bungalow, it is surprisingly similar to my dad’s one in Jakarta. Just that the opposite bungalow which is supposed to be my uncle’s house, turned into a church in my dream, yeah with all the pastors and all. Just when the events are starting in this dream, I somehow had flashbacks of the event in my last episode one dream. ( all these happens in dream ) I remembered how someone was killed “yesterday” ( episode one ) and all because I didn’t know that poor old woman is a nice lady, and I refuse to let her in the house when the “white antelope” (the bad, bad mystical-like monster who had the power of ice) killed her, I thought she was the bad guy then coz she is old and wrinkled, almost like a witch, I was wrong.

In the bungalow this time though, they were talking about how unbelievable it is for the old lady to get killed right outside the door of the bungalow, and me feeling rather guilty at the side hearing them talk, and when I mention I saw that white antelope, everyone laugh at my stupidity and thought I must have been dreaming. So I give up trying to convinced them and let them make their way to the church opposite. Something weird happen though, ( everything weird happens in dream ) for some unknown reason, they kind of “forced” me to go to the church. After debating a while, they all decided that they should just leave me alone with my sis who is still trying to convince me, while they’re leaving though, they seems to have knowledge about the danger that lurks outside as everyone went at such a speed.

My sis was furious with me for not coming over to the church, but I stand firm. Suddenly my bunch of cousins appeared out of nowhere, (in their 5-10 years old form, they are already older now, but young in my dream) and with the teary eye hopes that I go with them and gave me the feeling that without me they would be lonely. I feel so warm after that, and agreed going, just when one of the cousin was wearing his shoes at the door, I look over and saw the signs that the white antelope might be appearing again. ( big gust of cold wind, animals like tiger/lion/elephants/giraffe/ all those you can find in the zoo “they are our pets in the dream” are starting to get scared and go into hiding ) I ran with my greatest speed to the door and lock it, at the same time hoping to warn the church people about it, but they seems to already know, all of them rush into the church at their greatest speed.

My sis was furious at me for acting like a psycho and decided to leave, but I force her to stay put coz of the danger, and pointed the signs out for her. She stay put doubtfully.

At the corner of my eye as move my attention from the church, I saw a man laying frontwards on the floor, with a cloak and one hand stretching out to me, and the white antelope this time morphed into a dangerous looking man with cloak and hood reaching that man. ( by the way that man is hong jing bao, the fat actor so I shall name him hjb now on. ) I was so heroic I open the door regardless of the possibility that I might die as well, pull hjb in, and a jaguar appeared out of nowhere and step in between the white antelope and us, to protect us, as we move into the bungalow.

Hjb is a very influential man in my dream, so with this incident and his words, now my sis believed me, but was still angry for some reason and went up stairs with her laptop.

Everyone in the bungalow now is so freaked out with pale white face and zombified big drop jaws look. Including my few cute little cousins who were just crying away. I assured them that nothing will happen to them as long as they don’t let the white antelope into the house. ( the bungalow is like “house” in catching ) and I went up to see how my sis was doing. That one big idiot was leaving the windows wide open and she on the bed just beside the window, disregarding the fact that a hand could just came through the window and drag her out. I scolded her at the sight of it and closed the window, but fortunately, the always so smart jaguar decided to guard the window from outside for my not so intelligent sister. I thank the jaguar and nag at her before she decided to come to terms with the danger that is really lurking around.

As I walked out of the room door, I bumped into a cheerful girl with hood and cloak on her, she was not suppose to be in the house though, and we have no idea who she is. She have disturbingly icey cold hand with traces of ice between her finger almost like it’s part of a webbed finger. I was worried she is another thing the white antelope morphed into so I distance her from me and my sis, she was trying to get near us with the all smiley face and claimed that the jaguar outside was her pet. So I did a test, jump all over her and see if she falls, she was surprisingly strong for a girl and I was even more doubting her. Then I grab her next and put her head out of the window and see how the jaguar react, I thought if the jaguar could sense her smell, it would pounce straight on her head. The jaguar did try to reach her and I pull her back in right away ( I wasn’t too sure if white antelope would morphed into jaguars. ) she claimed that jaguar knew her and tried to lick her. -_-“

Just when I couldn’t make any decisions yet and was all wary about her, I look at the jaguar but something else caught my attention. This cloak and hood wearing figure was approaching nearer and nearer to the house, It wouldn’t matter if it’s just another human trying to seek shelter, but what if THAT is the white antelope and my cousins innocently let him in? and what if I go down and check and realize that it is really a shelter seeking human, and then this cheery suspicious girl turns out to be the white antelope. What am I to do what am I to do. When everything seems so helpless, I felt as if I am being sucked into another dimension ( actually I am just waking up from the dream ) but refusing to be sucked into that dimension while leaving my cousins be free to preyed upon, I tried my very best to resist the pressure of the dimension and tried staying in that dream -_-“

It went on for a while before part of my head was finally sucked into that dimension and I realize, “omg I was just dreaming” then I reluctantly wake myself up from the heroic dream, While wondering what will happen to the people in the dream if I wake up. After I totally woken up from the dream with my eyes open and looking at the white ceiling, there is only one word left on my mind….

Steeewwwwwwwppppppppppppppiiiiiiittt

I spent an hour wondering what I have done to deserve getting this disease from my sis. I lay on my bed this morning after I open my eyes. Since the disease was from her, I decided to target all my source of reasons from her. What have I done with or to her before?

In the recent case of stealing, I stole some char siew bao from her, I know it was definitely bought for her by my aunt, but since it was a whopping amount of 16 buns, I stole 2 – 3 of them. The next day there are about another same amount of puo luo bao. I don’t know what kind of bun it is, but I remember loving the taste of this yellow stuff on top of the bun, so this time, I stole more. It was left out there on the dining table, I am sure my other siblings and cousin did take some as well, but I am the only sufferer. Not that I wish they would suffer the same fate as me, absolutely not. At least let me scot free like the rest of them mar. Then again, maybe it’s not the reason.

And then I think back to the last time I did something really bad to her, and by far, I think Pamela is the only one to know, coz I have already known her back then. Oh yeah, and this other friend in Melbourne who happen to be my sister’s friend too, strictly speaking, my sis knows her first. Should I say? It involve the risk of me getting spanked by my sis if I type this out, but then again, she haven’t been visiting my blog for a century as she is a really very, very busy business woman. Who would anyone with her job visit a stupid little blog like mine. With that deduction, I guess it’s pretty safe for me to own up a very, very evil thing I have done. *note* This is private and confidential ( to my sis only and maybe my siblings) so if any of this gets to them, I think my head will roll…

Additional note : that behavior can only be found on me almost a decade ago, I won’t do such stupid things now so worry not my friends.

There was one very good evening when I was talking on the phone with Pammy. We used to chat on phone every other day after school to gossip and talk about which next shopping center we should go after school and of coz, get very excited about it. That particular afternoon though, I received a note on my table saying that I am disgusting coz I keep using the wrong toothbrush due to the fact that the color of my tooth brush and the “note leaver” was very similar. One blueish green and one greenish blue. I still remember it was oral-b. Not to mention the same brand and same model of the toothbrush totally confuses me. I didn’t notice it until I saw the note and have a look at it the next time I took a shower. I was surprised at the similarity of the toothbrush but angry at the note leaver for leaving such a note. These things went thru my mind

“I am disgusting? I am just careless for using the wrong toothbrush, I am the one who feel disgusted now, and you think you’re so clean and pure that I love using yours? You think I am disgusting? Let me show YOU disgusting.”

With that, I *ahem* actually, haha, brushed *cough cough* that toothbrush *sneeze* on my *yawn* ass crack *ahem* a few times *whistles* and put it back. I don’t remember if I use it on the *ahem* toilet bowl too.

Let me clarify some of the things, I still haven’t figure out that was my sister’s toothbrush then, it might be my brother’s one I thought. But my brother is a log head and I don’t think he would do such thing as leaving a note. As far as my brothers go, I just think that they would come to me straight and tell me the exact same words without the need to sneakily leave a note. The only one left is my sister, coz my maid doesn’t write in English. I figured that out a while after I carried out my mischief. And I smirk heavily each time my sis use the toothbrush. I even told Pammy very excitedly about this right after, while looking forward to the virgin brush of that tainted toothbrush (me and my sis weren’t on good terms before that anyway. Never were we until the recent years.)

If that is not enough, how bout stealing twenty Cents to a dollar from her piggy bank (a real porcelain piggy bank back then) almost every other day when I was in primary one, to save up and buy a badminton racket, only to realize that I need the feathered ball and a partner with a racket in order to play a badminton game.

*sigh* the things I did when I was young.

Now I am going to torture myself out of guilt by sleeping on my lovely bed and adding to the torture, a fan will be facing me with its energetic speed 3.

Oh yeah, my blister is subsiding one by one, just one or two seems to be growing instead of clearing.

I am not so sure if it’s the fever medicine that is causing my 100 pounds head and jellyfish body anymore, a small piece of paper drop out of the oral gel box just now and I unfold it, this part caught my attention…

“Every drug has the potential to cause unwanted side effects. If you feel any change in your general health or mood (such as giddiness, nausea, reddening or allergic skin reaction etc.) after using this drug,”

Blah blah blah.

Another part which says “do not swallow”

Well, maybe I should have taken notice of the small piece of paper before I do anything like applying it.

As the doctor says, apply it. I did, but when I open the cap the 1^st time, you know you have to use this sharp pointed thing on top of the cap to break the silly thin film in other for the gel to come out. I did, and the gel kind of flow out of control, a huge amount came out, and I thought I would just put the amount dividing all the ulcers and swells I had. It turned out that it was way too much and the taste just sarks… ( I always thought they will make oral gel tastier so people won’t feel like puking when they tasted it but now I know I was wrong ) So I decided to swallow some to lessen the yuckiness of it. It didn’t turn out to be such a good idea now that I saw this piece of paper.

The 2^nd thing is, “reddening or allergic skin reaction” part. My hands and legs is already covered with red dots, so how do I even tell what is reddening and allergic skin reaction. I guess I will wait a few days to see what happens..

3^rd, even without the huge amount I swallowed, I feel giddiness here and there throughout the whole day, is it coz of the gel or drowsy medicine, or just my stupid fever. Maybe I shouldn’t worry so much about this, I get giddiness anyway, just didn’t know the source.

4^th, in most encyclopedias, one of the symptoms of this disease is weight lost, this was the only good thing out of getting this sickness although it’s definitely not worth it, but for my case, it seems to differ. I am such a worshipper of food, even though my mouth gives me tremendous pain when I start eating, I just put some gel to ease the pain before eating, and I eat more than normal days because I got nothing else to do at home. Today I ate porridge, chai fun, char siew bao, porridge, porridge. Char siew bao. Dragon fruit juice, (drinking causes pain too when I uses a straw) and papaya milk shake, porridge, porridge ( I didn’t eat so many bowls, I just divide them into many portions, but in real, I only had 2 bowls ^^.)

5^th, it’s just the 2^nd day, but I miss swimming, I miss the sun, I miss working, I miss spending $$$, I miss earning $$$, nothing about food yet coz I haven’t got much appetite, I miss shopping, I miss being able to walk around my house freely, I miss oh shit I forgot to add water to my water snail tank… it dried up…

6^th, can’t get to sleep after the argument with moo, girls are hard to understand? I say guys don’t have enough of this particular type of cells in their brains urging them to try understanding us. XXXXXXXXXXXDFAFGADFARHWSDAFSDXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXDASDFAsXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXRRRRSSSSSAVXXXXX complains that I think I shouldn’t post on a blog…

7^th looking at the dried rose on the wall makes me feel like I should forgive him, but I know I shouldn’t.

8^th the tortoise soft toy adds on the effect of number 7, but I still know I shouldn’t.

9^th recalling what he said on the phone just now made me all the more certain I shouldn’t forgive him so easily.

10^th I think I bought up all the vitasoy in cold storage, too fast that they haven’t have enough time to stock it back. So I had to go with melon vitasoy today, it’s quite nice actually.

11^th my hands is filled with ugliess!!! The one burnt mark from cooking for moo last time *I hate him now* seems like the rose of ugliness on my hands, and the rest of the little dots are deco flowers to emphasize the ugliness of the “rose”

12^th viki took the initiative to sms me at my sobbing on the pillow phase after an argument because moo decided to call her in the mid of night even though she is at K.K hospital busy worrying and taking care of Cass and must be very very very tired already. *aaaww* she made some spaces in her heart to be worried about me even though she is so worried about Cass at the same time.

13^th my cousin took a breather in my sister’s room because she hope she get the disease and get one week MC too, I offered to lick her instead, I am sure she will get the disease if I did, but her coming O levels changed my mind

14^th I wish Cass recovers from his illness asap, it’s kind of heart breaking to hear about him being not energetic. It’s also heart breaking to see Viki loses so much sleep coz of it.

15^th I’ve came up with a method to get a week of MC. Since this disease is diagnosed by just looking at the little blisters in your hands and ulcer growing mouth and tongue. It wouldn’t be hard to create just symptoms , 1^st, take a tiny metal rod and heat the end of it with fire, then burn ur own hands multiple times on different area to create the blisters. Do it on ur feet too. As for the ulcer, just put a huge amount of salt repeatedly on one spot of your tongue. It will look as if an ulcer is breaking out in whichever part you put the salt on. Then go to the doctor and said one of your siblings contracted this disease and now you suspect you got it too. Now you can have a week of holiday at Genting or Thailand. Oh yeah, don’t forget to drink hot water before they measure your temperature.

16^th I had enough of my mobile charger, often when I tries to charge it when its left with less than a bar, It will tell me the batt is fully charged right after I plug the head in. and then it will suddenly switch of the next day coz the batt is flat. Or sometimes it just won start charging whichever way I insert the head.

17^th tomorrow I am gonna order chicken porridge again, but I won’t be eating the chicken still, coz its too painful. Or should I just order fish porridge and hope tat there is no bones in the fish and swallow everything since fish is way softer.

18^th OMG, my dad is coming in 2 days time, but I can’t bring him shopping coz of my condition. Argh!!!! Why!!!! Why must it come at such a time…

19^th I miss carbonara, if possible without the carbo

20^th suddenly I feel like my life is at a sudden big pause if it means anything

21^st why did god allow the existence of hand foot mouth disease, or even aids or other incurable disease

22^nd I feel damn tired ok, but I can’t stop looking at my phone every 5 mins when I am trying to sleep, can someone just slap me.

23^rd I wonder how much I’ve lost for not working this one whole week, but on the bright side, I prevented dying babies. So it’s still good.

24^th it’s the 24^th today! Thus 24 things to say~~ yaaaay~ I am officially lame and out of my mind

Question : What do you do when you’re sick, grounded, and owns a blog

Answer : You blog, few times in a day.

That’s me! Grounded at home for the 1^st time in my life other then when I got my chicken pox when I was seven. That’s more than a decade ago alright oh hell. Finally got out of the funny wobbly feeling after some sleep, but I heard from blackie it’s suppose to be good.

So medicine that gives add a hundred pounds to your head and make your body feels like a jelly fish is good for you when you’re sick. Better keep that in mind.

I found myself in a weird situation today after moo left for work. I use to sleep with lights on, can’t sleep with lights off, that’s my habit ok, until moo appeared 6 months ago and changed this habit of mine totally, now that I have to sleep with lights off, I can’t , coz the only reason why I sleep with lights on in the 1^st place is because I am afraid to be alone in the dark. I know it sounds stupid…. Shudaaap and I tried to sleep the whole noon with lights on, just can’t get to sleep fully.

The water leaking didn’t help one bit, the *drip drip drip* omg, I swear I heard the dripping the whole time I was sleeping. Either that or I was already dreaming about water dripping, but either way, it means I didn’t sleep well…

I know the doctor told me that there should be more tiny dots to come, but I didn’t exactly expect this much. My hands look really ugly now with all the red dots, small smaller and smallest. Burst some of them by accident but I strictly stay in my room other then bath and in search for food, so I believe the bursting occurs in the premises of my own room. Shouldn’t harm other living creature walking around my house unless some ants happen to walk on the liquid thingy and spread the disease to other ants in their nest. Then my house will be full of dead ants within their forever buried nest. Amen

It’s day two after I am diagnosed with this stupid disease that my sis left me as a souvenir.

I am very, very pissed today because of something moo did. Super pissed.

I had trouble eating because of the pain it causes for each and every bite I took, chew I made and swallow I did. My mouth is filled with ulcers and swells, I didn’t know where all those came from but it should be part of the disease since it’s called hand foot mouth. I feel rather pathetic coz I can’t even eat properly, and while having my lunch miserably, ( I ordered chai fan instead of porridge coz I didn’t think it would be that bad ) Moo who already finished his lunch and is lazy to do his own freaking things demanded requested I finish my food fast disregarding the fact that I am getting a lot of pain just through all the necessary actions from eating, so that I could do all this freaking things for him because he is lazy to do so.

Let me summarise it a bit.

He rather I pain because he is lazy to do his own things. Putting aside the fact that I am still having my fever and my hands are full of blistering pain when I hold heavy things or put force on my hands.

Thank you for congratulating me for having this kind of boyfriend. I am sometimes amazed by the fact of how possible it is for someone to change so drastically comparing from comments I made on him in the long ago post ( bout six months ago )

I know I shouldn’t make post like that about him because I should give him some face and all because he is my boyfriend because I shouldn’t put him down this way, but really, that was the last straw ( before I post something about it ) just fyi, it’s not the 1^st time he did something so selfish, un-thoughtful, blah blah blah.

He is no longer at my place for now though, I somehow manage to make him go home today,

Don’t want him to get the disease

With his mentality I think I gonna suffer more if he is around when I am sick

Gives me time to reconsider certain things

If he don’t get the disease at least he has some income to live with

If he is not gonna help me, at least don’t make me feel sicker

Reason number three again

Putting that aside

I just feel something was wrong with the medication the doctor gave me. Yeah I have fever here and there but I feel fine, I can still walk around and do the things I want to do, until I took the medicine I bought from her. These pink looking tablets didn’t make me feel better, in fact I feel worse. I feel just a little heaty and fever breath before I took the medication. After I took it though, my head feels like the heaviest thing on earth and my body feels like jelly fish. I can’t even stop trying to balance myself when I climb over the sofa in my room to get a drink or something.

And I didn’t laugh at much even after reading funny things on other people’s blog, I guess it’s really time for me to rest… After this effect of medicine goes off, I don’t think I want to take it anymore, it sarks….

I haven’t even start on anything about the oral gel I was given to apply. I feel like I am about to die. Working life was so much more fun than sick life. ( did I actually say that? Omg I am losing myself )