It’s a tiring day today, but I earned double pay for the holiday job. Moo was somehow taken out from that job today, didn't know why, something about man power cutting, sad for him for earning more then a hundred buck less. Sigh... We sure had fun from our genting trip but moo came down with a fever. I believe that the source of the fever is the continuous shock from all the rides way back in genting. I guess those are really not for the weak hearted.

It’s been a day of boring job, the crowd which usually roams around lil India must have been out to escape park for a ‘holiday’. Not much people around. A whole day of sitting on a chair behind a table looking at cars passes by. And I can’t forget the thrill of the drop from the rides in genting… holiday mood is such a bad thing to have. Ugh.

I wanna save $$, not much, but $$ enough to bring my cousins to genting for a short holiday too. I am sure they will enjoy the mist floating around and all. Besides they haven’t really been to a holiday before. Genting wouldn’t be a bad idea. It’s not far, but it’s fun and cold... I wish I can save enough $$ for that. But I definitely won’t choose first world hotel this time. Looking at the rates and facilities of their room is already enough to decide that. Their superior deluxe room’s standard is that of other hotel’s deluxe room standards. And of coz superior deluxe as expected is more expensive. Which would you chose? Unless you’re really on budget to the extend that you can’t spend $10 more, if not first world is out of the question.

Oh yeah, talk about work. Something scary happen today. I went to the toilet on the 4^th floor in the building behind us, it was cleaner there. I notice a church was located there so I took notice of the sign board on top of the door for awhile, only out of curiosity. Before long an Indian woman came out. Yes apparently some Indians are Christians, enough of them to have a church at little India. The Indian woman notices my screening of the signboard and asked if I were a Christian. Just like most of any other, I am afraid of their preaching and so forth. Even I, was kinda of brought to church since at the young age of 7 to when I was 14, I stop going after that. For that 7 years of Christian up bringing, I believe I could somehow pull off being a Christian. At least I could escape the preaching, or so I thought. I answered yes, but to my horror, she tried to get me into the church and intro some pastor to me. I was in a shock, I quickly answered “eeerr, I am working now, got to go down now” when in fact I am kind of having a break. Although I don’t really hate Christians or any other religion, but I am afraid of preaching of any kind. From grams to relatives and parents.. and moo……

What a scary 15 minutes break I had.

I went mac donalds for lunch, found out they have shaker fries again. Can’t remember how many years ago it was when they last have them. Just have to order that. They have this big picture of a new sandwich thingy… chicken tepanyakki. It looks delicious but I don’t really feel like anything chickeny today. But on my way to supper before I got home, moo and me decided to go mac donalds, he ordered that chicken tepanyakki thing and I tell you, it was one of the best thing mac donalds could order between 2 pieces of bread. It was delicious. Fast food, but beyond what fast food could normally offer. 2^nd to mos burger ^^. Mos burger is still my all time fav fast food. Its bout $2 more then the normal meal though, but definitely worth it. Remember, order that next time u go mac for a meal. The shaker fries sure brings back memories, times when we shake non stop till the paper bag breaks and all the fries flew out, mummy will then scold me because the cleaning aunty had to clean up all the fries.… those were the days….the last third time shaker fries is around, I still had a happy family. Ironic eh?

Now I just hope I can earn more $ in a way that I still won’t be a work slave. Sometimes I just don’t think there is a point in being rich when you don have the time and a carefree heart to spend it. Besides, I wan to be able to make time for other people too. That’s something you can’t do when you’re rich in business and only time to spare for it. I don’t really want to give up all my time for the sake of $$.

Ok never mind its just my 2 cents up there, been thinking a lot lately about certain things and I think I’ve just came to this conclusion. I still love the people around me. ^^

No genting photos to upload yet, haven't got my hands on a memory card reader =< will soon.

Genting

First World Hotel

Grassland coach

3D2N

$123

*My com shut down for no reason halfway blogging, I had to rewrite everything tmd…

Hey ladies and gentleman. I am back !!!

What a satisfying trip. I totally love it. The weather, the excitement, and all the things we did. It was quite unexpected fun, initially when I look at the Genting website, there seems like nothing much to be excited about, ok outdoor theme park.. yay… indoor theme park.. what? U know.. all these expecting to see things which are expected. But after reaching there, some things was out of what I imagined to be, and some of them are an ult disappointing.

Trip ‘summary’

The night before we set off for golden mile. There was not time for me to sleep, after my job finishes at 10.30pm , moo and our friend jayson came somewhere near my work place to have supper. I had to do lots of last min washing and packing after that, my moo knows nothing about help other then playing his game saying he has only 17% left to level up. Thumbs ‘up’ to him. I made snacks for them to bite on along the way too, busy through out the night. Had little time for surfing the net before I have my set off shower, then start waking the boys who were sleeping my beds like a cute lil couple up.

Early in the morning, although all of us was tired but I am the only one that look like a damn stone. Zombified face and “do not disturb” expression.

It was quite a long ride to genting, bout 7 to 8 hours I think? Along the way we had a few stops. One of which I didn’t expect, lunch break. I didn’t remember the coach stopping for a meal during my last trip when I was nine. But I guess maybe its just because that’s a night trip. I kinda feel sad coz my sandwiches which I took some time to prepare seems to be going to waste. But the food at the lunch break stop was erm.. not very up to standard. I had to get the motion sickness pill from there. My face already turned green from half the trip. I can’t imagine how I will look like continuing the other half without a pill. Luckily I could get them.

I was sleeping other then those stops we made, was way too tired to look out the window and enjoy the view. On the other hand, moo was so excited, it was his furthest trip from Singapore. He definitely hasn’t seen mist floating around before. When we’re reaching genting, he was so excited he had to grab jayson’s attention and point out the window nodding speedily with a big big big smile on his face. He was already this excited just seeing the mist. I didn’t get to see the face coz I was still sleeping but hearing from his friend and seeing the imitation was really cute. Sometimes I don’t seems to be able to enjoy the simple things in life so its good to see someone truly enjoy them.

Upon reaching there, wow the weather was cold, not what I expected. I read the website, its 22 degree averagely throughout the year. So I thought its just gonna be 2 degree up and down in the noon and night. But I was totally wrong.

The hotel was a disappointment. Its neat and clean, but its not something that I had in mind, the window was facing windows of other rooms in the hotel, there was no open view. The toilet didn't have a bath tub.To think I even prepared foam bath lotion. There was no fridge, the television was quite small without a remote control.There was no room service menu to order food from. Although it seems to be the world biggest hotel with 6k+ rooms but its not the best hotel to live in either. I remembered hotel highlands to be quite a good one to stay in when I was 9, with the big toilet and a bath tub, with remote control television and not bad view.

We didn’t go to the outdoor theme park on the 1^st day because of the rain. The mist was thick. But we went around the indoor theme park for some disappointing rides. Motion master, any idea what it is? The theater with movable chairs blah blah… I remembering it as being fun and exciting, even to the extend of realistic. The last time I played that was when my age is still on the single digit line. Times has changed. I grew up I guess.. those rides is not as fun anymore. The kids down there seems to enjoy it instead. Well, I was once a kid…

The next thing we tried was a ride which is suppose to make you feel like you’re flying. Indeed we ‘flew’ but our head knock right on the sides each time the machine make a turn. Ouch.. all of us other then moo had a dizzy spell for a while, I guess coz moo has a bigger head and unable to knock around the sides.

We posed a ultra man sign during the photo taking part and bought it, it looks a bit weird but it’s a memorable one.

The 1^st day was nothing much, the only other big thing was the price of food and the price of a trip to casino *fierce stare* the boys sure enjoyed themselves at first but goes out of the casino with only 2 words in mind. ‘banker’ and ‘player’. I am pretty sure the 2 words haunted them until the next morning before they open their eyes. Can’t help but laugh when I think of it.

One other thing that made my day was my sandwich was finished up somehow on that day. By the 2 boys ^^, at least my efforts didn’t go to waste.

The 2^nd day I woke them up early in the morning to have the free buffet breakfast which was totally horrible. The variety was just that. And the taste was not even just that. As far as I know, it was the most horrible buffet breakfast any hotel can serve. I mean, don’t the word hotel normally bring images of food which is up to standard? But hell no, not this one. It was totally disappointing but we still had our breakfast there because its free anyway.

Next the outdoor theme park!!! It was the best thing there. They definitely don’t have the quantity of rides to boast about. But most of them are something worth queuing for. There’s lot of crowd from late morning to late noon. Each and every ride has long queue even the most boring one u can find.

I am not gonna talk about each and every ride I tried, I am just gonna say the one I enjoy most. It’s called the space shot. It looks like a normal thrill ride from down below before trying it. But it can become addictive after trying. Its not one of those rides that knock your head all around and make sure dizziness comes with the excitement. It’s a ride that gives you full points of excitement without the dizzy part. It brings you up to nearly 20 storey high and stops there for about 10 seconds before it totally ‘let go’ and brings you down at a great speed. It really feels like falling, my butt lifted from the seat for a short period of time but enough to make me feel speechlessly excited. Not one of those ‘raise your hand and lets shout woo’ kinda feeling. You really have to try it to know. Its one of the best rides ever. We went for a few more rounds after that.

Our friend Jayson is a fierce looking guy with not much guts for thrill rides. The Viking has already sent his heart to the mouth. And he wouldn’t go got the space shot ride no matter how we persuade him on the first round, I was already queuing and moo didn’t manage to grab him to join the queue. But on the 2^nd around, he didn’t have so much luck. I joined in the persuading and literally pulled him to join the already seemed short queue. The length of queue was another plus to change his mind. But it did take some time.

He was being made to sit separated from us coz of the odd number of seats available on our turn. Alone, high up almost 20 storey, already scared in the first place. But a girl was sitting beside him with a brave front, he had no choice but to look daring as well. The moment it drops, I can imagine his totally pale green face, couldn’t help but laugh, the moment he got off the ride, his legs was soft and his face was telling us ‘my soul is half gone.’ It was the best face to see from a person like him haha. Moo on the other hand closes his eyes for the 1^st drop in the 1^st 2 round. I on the other hand wasn’t as prepared on the 1^st round so accidentally manage to open my eyes all the way. The feeling was splendid. The 3^rd round was as exciting as the first round, doesn’t seems to get tired of it.

We ended the outdoor theme park trip with a ride that moo suggested. A total mistake. We’re hungry at first and all but after the spinning ride, all of us had dizzy spells and we couldn’t eat much. Our plans to go casino again at night went down to drain coz the boys couldn’t seems to wake up. I was wrong to ask moo to wake up 1^st too, should have expected he would rather sleep his holiday off.

And today, after relaxing around at starbucks, we head back home with the coach.

On the way back, our coach tire penchet. I was half asleep when suddenly a POK sound came from no where, the coach made a sudden slowed down speed and sent everyone flying forward. I had to use my legs to push against the front chair to support. I then realized the car is sinking one side before stopping after a short distance. I looked out the window and see something which look like black coils, didn’t know what that its, but it’s a total mess. The driver open the door and the smell of burnt rubber started flooding in. It was horrible, I was already affected by the motion sickness and the smell adds in. Started puking after that. Luckily it was near a small road side hawker, on that hot and sunny day, we sat at the hawker with our big bags looking at the malfunctioned coach. I took a picture of it without a clear view of my screen because of the sun’s reflection. Some ‘xtra’ was walking in front of my phone when I took the picture. I was the only one thick skinned enough to take the picture there *cheers*

In fact I was quite happy the tire penchet. Never have I had this experience before, although it’s a bad one, but its still one unique experience.

I am still in the holiday mood but I have to go work tomorrow, what a pain. I would love to bring my cousins a trip there once I got some $ would be fun scaring them all the rides and seeing their cute lil green faces.

Didn’t really get to upload much photos here, coz I need to transfer the photos from the cam.. but I got some on my phone ^^ and there they are.

On the coach setting of for genting. The excited Moo, and the sleepy Jayson


A view taken from the lobby of the hotel


This is a miniature of the whole place, first world hotel is the colorful building.


Ok, don ask me who is this guy, I don't even know his name, he isn't even suppose to be in this picture. I am trying to take a photo of the tire which penchet. The tire part is dark and unclear but you can see the metal part coming out, it was not intentional, it happen because of the penchet. The tire cave in after it happen.

Had a new working experience with some new fellas today and weld road – a place where a lot of people take their barang barang there to sell on a mat under the hot hot sun on a road which ban cars from entering.

Not bad people, but nothing special happen today. We kinda had a ‘story telling’ session though, this guy were talking about lottery. Then he talk about something that happen long time ago, I think.

There was this ‘aunty’ who decided to get a SGD6 big SGD6 small for her lottery pick. But the staff at the counter made some error and it the lottery ticket come out as SGD600 for each. Obviously the aunty wouldn’t take it. So the ticket was pasted on the wall for display. Until a woman who works as a prostitute comes by and saw the piece of paper hanging there, and pay much attention to it out of curiosity. They always say never look down on people, well said. The staff behind the counter commented that she would not have the $$ to buy it, so don’t bother looking. I guess everyone has their pride, even prostitute. So she decided to make her stand, she went to the bank and draw out SGD 1200 to buy the ticket off. Unexpectedly, the ticket turns out to be the winning ticket at first price, Millions she made. She then went to a flower farm, bought every single flower there is and requested it to be sent to the lottery ticket booth at Geylang. (where she bought her ticket) Lorries of flowers were transported there on that day….

After hearing this story, it somehow sounds dangerous to me. Many stories can be an inspiration to others. But a story like that sounds like the wrong type of inspiration don’t you think? Its not meant to be, but depending on who’s ear it goes into, it might lead to a idiocy act. Just a 2 cent.

Our friend came over to my house to stay over for the night since we have to leave really early tomorrow and I have to do all the packing and hopes I leave none out. Not forgetting the food I’ll have to prepare later. Busy busy, but I still manage to take some time off to blog ^^.

Last minute, I remembered I have to hand over my working time sheet to the office tomorrow. I had to leave early morning, and none around me was free to do it for me. I have to ask me 12 years old cousin to do it. I left a note for him telling him directions and address, I hope he can find his way there. If not… haha….

Pray hard he does…

Got to go do my stuffs now.. else I won’t be able to make it… excitingly looking forward to this trip… play play play play time!!

A very tiring day today, went JB but the things we went there for was out of stock, a big big ouch. We sat in the car for a whole long period of unknown time, coz I was using all my energy trying not to puke in the car, car-sickness is something that haunts me for a long time already, and I hate it. Totally.

The person who drove us to JB was someone we’ve never met before in a real life, someone who we only know from the game Water Margin. Its amazing how moo have the cheek to ask him to drive us there just like that, well he is on his way there too but still. Its quite unexpected but we had quite a fun time, the guy is an easy going type and full of laughter. Generally we had a lot of fun and good food.

On the car during our ride back, my moo somehow recall of what happen in the last swimming trip I went with him and decided to say it out for laugh. It was quite a funny incident though now that I am reminded of it.

Moo didn’t really swim a lot before and he isn’t very good at it. I was enjoying my time in the pool when he suddenly looked like he needed help. He was drowning, I can’t remember what is the cause, maybe a leg cramp. I went over there half expecting him to know the “relax when someone come to save you” rule, and I was shouting relax relax I am coming just in case. Instead, he just grab me so hard and push me down along with him. I ended up drinking some pool water and choking from throat to nose. With all my force I gave him a kick and left him there to drown himself while I swam back up and try to recover my breathing. After I recovered from choking, he was already making his way to the pool side. After that he was all complaining, when he was choking, drowning and urgently needing help, he saw a leg kicking him away and leaving him to drown. Aaaaaawww.

I was laughing and defending myself then. Its funny I could still laugh after nearly being murdered. I was there to help but he nearly got me drowned as well. 你不入地狱，谁入地狱. One surviving is better then both dead. Besides I could always ask for help after, most to most he is the one who will need a CPR from the Indian security guard outside.

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I told my sister about how my cousin went to work and a lil bit of the details, something to laugh about but I sent it to my cousin in confusion. Ooops.. she found out I’ve been gossiping about her. Haha. In the sms conversation we had, I found out from my sis that she is persuading my dad to bring us for a trip to Japan next year. I was all so excited I really hope my dad will get a bonus or something so we could go. Pray hard hard..

I am looking at a busy day to come. Had to make a trip to cold storage tomorrow afternoon – means I can’t sleep in. The trip is for getting ready for our genting trip. I remembered my mum use to buy all the mayonnaise, cucumber, eggs, bread and stuff.. to prepare food for our journey. You can guess what kind of food you can make out of them. She made sushi before too, but we're a bit right on budget >.<

Not forgetting some chips and lil snacks. Basically we’re might be having a ‘picnic’ on the coach. Should I get some apples to make it look more like a picnic? Haha.

We went for Chao Yuan Kuai Che – grassland. I’ve heard of some bad comments about it, but it still seems the best coach to get on for a long trip. At least from how it look. I think I saw mics being connected to each seat on the coach, I wonder whats that for, kinda curious. If voices which is spoken into it can be heard by the whole coach. I am planning to put the mic at moo’s mouth when he snores. *evil*

I have to pack up double for our trip, apparently he decided to throw all the packing to me, although I offered to help him pack, I knew he was planning to let me do it all before I even offered. >.>

I need sleep man… lots of it. Gonna go pack up and bath and go straight to bed after I dry my hair.. goodnight peeps.

Today is a special day, it’s a day where one of my cousin worked for the 1^st time and get paid. Well she used to help out her mum in a foodstall but of coz she isn’t being paid, that was when she was… primary 4 I guess?

Yeah what else but the singtel roadshow again, haha. My cousin kinda like the job, its easy, stress-free, what else? I am there beside here so she won feel too weird or scary..

Feel fun looking at my younger cousin at work, haha. She is being teased a lil by the other colleagues on her 1^st time working. But of coz that’s always better then being stressed out by some fierce looking boss.

I have to promise my aunt to treat her with tender loving care to make sure she let her goes to work without any doubt. But all in all, it’s a good experience for both of us.

The working hour seems fast to pass today maybe because of my cousin’s presence. I could act all prowess in the things I do because I am the one who does the guiding. But in the end its just some simply chores. Haha.

Went to eat the chicken rice again today, I guess the fella there remember us no more. I remember there use to a period of time when we just go there for dinner after our job is done. So frequently that once we enter we can hear them say “Hi, the same old?” I haven been there for bout maybe 2 weeks. At least now they don’t recognize us anymore.

Tomorrow will be a busy day. Going hougang, going raffles going golden mile and going JB. And come back, then I have to go to work on Sunday. And after working on Sunday, I am going Genting on Monday, come back on Wednesday and heading straight back to work at 6 pm. The best part is I am working on Thursday, public holiday = double pay. I love this job.

I am a lil worried about the seats for emirates airline thingy. Maybe I’ll call up on Monday and make them put me on a waiting list for the 5^th 6^th or 7^th of July. I would really love that a seat is available so I don have to sit and wait like an idiot at the airport. Don’t think anyone would love that, so pray for me will you? Can’t wait for a small shopping trip and meet my friend in Melbourne. My sis would be there too, will be a good chance to update what’s going on in this past few months..

Really looking forward to it.

Phew, haven’t been able to play my copter toy outdoors. Was quite disappointed coz I could only let it fly about 5-10 cm off the ground before I hit a sofa or a table at my house. I really like to play it at home but it seems impossible now. Maybe unless I sharpen my skills a lil when I am able to play at the car park.

Wasn’t able to catch the 9 pm show on channel 8 today, I so love that show. My working hours for weekday is from 6 – 10 pm, I guess I have to give it up for the sake of $. Planning to buy the vcd someday and rewatch the whole series again. Shouldn’t be too expensive right?

Someone was quite rude to me at work today, not any of the customers, but prolly some bad mood colleague. He wasn’t willing to help make a 5 min walking trip when the rest of us are busy, he just demanded to let another person do the work, in a rude way of coz. Was kinda pissed for a while but, wuddehark. As long as I do my job, this level of irritation doesn’t bother me. I took the lorry ride again today, with my hair rebonded I was worried if it will go haywire if I let the wind blow against my hair this way, then again, I remembered I just sat in front of the fan this afternoon before I went out for work, my hair was already in the mess… hope it will settle down a bit after I bath later. Gonna put lots and lots of moisturizer. The top part of my hair which was grown after I last reborn my hair was in perfect shape, but the bottom part which is already all rough and frizzy, stays rough and stays frizzy. Hhmm what should I do about it, treatment is a bit too ex isn’t it?

My Sunday working hours on the other hand has been reduced. A lil sad coz Sunday is always the day I know I earn more, coz of the long working hours. But now that they cancel off the promotion at the location. I am being posted to another location with shorter working hours = earn lesser $ = cannot enjoy the extra things I wan = sobs..

I wan work , I wan $ but I don wan office work , I don wan to work in shopping centers either, those are downright boring. I have no cert and no qualification. Am I too choosy? I guess so.. but still….. I really hate office work =<

Planning to go genting on Monday, the last time I went there was when I was about.. maybe.. 10 years old? I forgot how it look like, but I remember the weather being cool…

Looking forward to it, hopefully this friend of moo can make it or we’ll chose to cancel the whole trip… if there’s only 2 person going, its quite boring after all.. one more person adds to the fun, especially those who talk little and look fierce… I would like to see them do all sorts of different thing and get to know them at another level. Would be fun, I hope.

One bad news is.. guess what, I wasn’t able to get seats on the 5^th - 7^th of July, and I have a dad who ask me to sit at the air port that day and wait for them to tell me, “oh there is a seat at the last min, would you like to board the plane?” I think I really rather do that then go there end of June, I would have nothing to do if I go this early.. besides I think I might wan to spend my birthday in sg too.

Hhmm, no pictures no nothing today, coz its quite a boring day after all, I guess I just have to ….. go bath and make a trip to my dream land….

Had a lot of things to write yesterday, but was kinda too excited to play around with my new copter toy. Tell you what, it works!

The reason why my moo couldn’t fly it was simply coz there isn’t enough battery power left on the copter itself. Yes you have to charge the copter, and you have to use a shocking amount of 8 batteries on the remote itself… 8 batteries. This is the 1^st time I see anything that require so much batteries.

Anyway, finally I can put my excitement for copter aside. I realize that internet might be getting more and more restricted in some way. There may soon be quite a big uproar on the internet…

http://www.dailytech.com/Report+Numerous+Governments+Enacting+Internet+Censorship/article7356.htm

This is one of the reasons. And this, another one…

http://www.dailytech.com/Modified+Xbox+360+Consoles+Now+Banned+From+Xbox+Live/article7339.htm

If there is any similarity between them it will be the restrictions in using illegal methods to enjoy what you want. A big boo from the pirated community but definitely not something we can whine about. Oops did I say we? I am not exactly pirated.

Imagine a future where you have to spend every single cent of what it cost to buy your game, your vcd dvd or such medias.. You can’t enjoy movies from the downloads you can get from everywhere in the internet. Your 300 gig hdd will prolly be kinda useless from then I guess? Imagine when everywhere you ‘log in’ they will check if your windows is genuine. I bet not only the pirated community but most of the windows user will be banging their monitor… and feel nothing but helpless, and finally decide to get the real windows cd.

I don’t exactly know to what extend the censorship will be, and to what extend the future copyrights thingy they will go hammering into. but those above example was what I could imagine. Its not something that I really wish to see happening *sobs*

*pray hard*

Btw, the pirate of Caribbean I watch yesterday, there is this special type of crab that looked really cute… its really cute. The moment I saw it I was like aaaaawwwwwwww and the ending… the ending.. sigh…. Lets not spoil the movie..

Anyway I gonna go prepare for work…. Will blog again tonight and tell you guys if the copter was really fun.

I watched pirates of the caribbean today, its great, it’s a bit predictable at the last point but still its worth all the $8 paid for it…

Before going for the movie, we had our dinner at café cartel, the free bread there as usual, and I requested for them to give me a serving of carrots for each meal I ordered, the baby carrot there is my forever favorite. I just can’t go there once without ordering it.

We went over to search for the thing that I’ve always wanted, a remote control helicopter, the one which flies around .. u know, its been one of the things I wanted to try .. but its not on sale at the open display anymore.. We search for it high and low at plaza sing and then a hunch hit me that it will be at Carrefour, Indeed its there. Bought it at $39.90 and broke the antenna right after I got home… how sad… moo tried to make it fly but failed, I was hoping it has nothing got to do with the antenna, I’ll try charging it for a while and then give it a try again. Lets hope it works >.<

oooo desserts, from don't know since when, it seems that i have an 'unlimited' supply of cake from a certain pastry. Its one of the most sinful thing ever. The cheese cake, the chocolate moose cake, strawberry cakes and some orange donno what.. I don't know all the classic names for them but they're sure the reason for my weight gain. This is the infamous source for my growth.

I finally gotten a pic of myself with my rebonded hair but my moo had to be behind me. lol, it didn’t turn out bad at all though. Just a bit blurry coz I had to be so vain to see how my own pic is taken. Had to use the “second camera”.

Done quite a few things today, the day I planned to do my rebonding.

Before I finally go to the sacred place for hair, I went to the bank to get my cheque banked in. Took the chance to finally enquire about the problem with my debit card, wasn’t been able to use it anywhere, they suggested that I go to different place and try it again and let them know where can it not be used before coming back. Well that was what I planned to do, but as I was cashing in thru the machine, I remembered being able to choose the credit card account when withdrawing money, so I tried that this time. The reason for not being able to withdraw is that my debit card is not linked with any of my two accounts. So that’s it… its not link… for some reason the person in charge of opening my account when I applied for my debit card did not tell me it will not automatically be linked to any account. I was kinda late for my appointment so I didn’t end up going back to fix it.

*Skip the boring lunch details*

Took a cab to the place which Viki recommended.

Booked an appointment for 3.45 pm but only reached there at 4.25pm. all the watch repairing bank stuff and my lunch delayed me. but at least I got to do the things I need to do.

Quite a nice place considering its one of those HDB salons.You would think its one of those narrow, 3 seats for hair cuts and 2 seats for hair washing thingy, surprisingly not. Its quite a big place, it look like one of those famous Japanese salon where one would pay $40-$50 for a hair cut, but fret not. Its only $20 for a guy’s hair cut and a hair wash. I won’t disclose the amount I spent for rebonding yet, just read on. *hee*

When I enter the place was not what I expected, it kinda give me the assurance that they will do a nice job. My moo decided to go for a hair cut as well, they did quite a job on him and do his hair up. It was kinda cute haha. The poor guy waited for me for 3 hours..., he read all the magazines there is in the salon, even the Chinese written ones. Well not like he could understand any of it, but looking the pictures always better then doing nothing.

They give good service, Nice environment, not squeezy, people there have good attitude. They don exactly smile but they put effort in their job. They’re not one of those who will just chat with u a lot but do an easy job on your hair. You know? Like, chat chat chat, hair wet a bit nvm, parting slunted a bit also nvm.. that kind. Instead they’re quite particular about the details. You can tell by looking at them from the mirror reflection.

The only thing that worries me is the amount of time they left the chemicals on my hair. Don’t they usually leave the chemicals on your hair for at least 45 mins. That’s not the case this time. They timed it for 20 minutes only for the 1^st chemical, and after the alarm went off, they didn’t leave me alone for more then 5 minutes before asking me to go over for my hair wash. I was quite worried, about if the chemical would really work well enough from such a short time. They wash my hair thoroughly I tell you, thoroughly. Each time I go over for my hair wash they shampoo at least 2 times and condition 2 times.

After that, the next chemical thingy lasted for only 11 minutes. Or was it 8 minutes, I don’t remember. I only know that they didn’t wait for the last 3 minutes to pass before they stop the timer and brought me for another hair wash session.

The chemical thingy didn’t last long, the only reason why the whole process lasted so long is because of their good job in the ironing process. They really took care of the details. It was quite a wonder how the hair turned out well even the chemicals wasn’t left on my hair for long, I guess its all about the skills. Thumbs up for that salon.

Guess what, the whole rebonding cost me only $120. There was of coz no free treatment and all. But they did a really good job, and they have hair treatment sold in their salon at the price of $20. I remember the last time I bought a hair treatment for rebonding, it was at an expensive rice of $40-$48. Plus they always recommend some kind of shampoo best for after hair rebonds.. you know…. Instead, this salon here provide me with a free bottle of shampoo, I only found out after that they was having this promotion of giving out free bottle of shampoo for rebonding if appointment was made before 4 pm. The price tag on the treatment was $38, but it was sold to me at $20, and the shampoo was $29, ‘sold’ to me for free. How nice of them.

I didn’t care much of the social service they provide. The tea pouring and the chatty part. I don’t think anyone who was looking for a good result should take importance in those. Of coz it could be a bonus, but what is better then satisfying results at a cheapest price.

The salon I went to was

Papilio

@

Blk 637 Veerasamy Road

#02-115

Tel:

62953323

Free advertising for good salon eh? Yeah I guess so..

After the boring 3 hours, I went off and hop on a cab home. I think I will be quite paranoid when I sleep tonight, I think most girls will, the “will it bend the next morning” feeling. The pillow lines and the neck lines.. the curve and all. Aaargh…

Can’t wash my hair tomorrow… until ermm… Thursday? I have work on Thursday, and my workplace have no air con.. I can imagine the uneasiness cause by the sweat and my restriction for hair tying. Ooooh, what a sacrifice. But I guess its gonna be well worth it.

It seems to me that my friends always think my hair wouldn’t stay pretty for long after rebonding. I always do the stupid stuff.. swimming.. tying my hair, clipping my hair etc.. this time I will persevere. I will not let anything be a reason for me to mess up my hair.

I will not tie my hair, I will not clip up my hair, I will not go swimming. I will not wash my hair until the day after tomorrow. And I will put treatment and condition my hair to the max…and and… tell me what else I should do. Don’t wanna screw it up no more..

My moo on the other hand kept trying to screw around with my hair. Threatening to twirl it all around if I decided to bully him. I feel so helpless and my murdering intent keep rising. He keep doing things that prick my every end of nerves and get away with it. Wait till the probation period for my hair finish… he will see the end of daylight *evil grinz*

For my hair, I will endure …………………………………………………………………………………

As for my Melbourne trip in June, it was supposedly postponed to august but there is a new turn of events. My dad has decided to put forward the date due to some family reasons and I will have to try rebooking my flight to be on the 1^st week of july… Which happens to be my birthday as well. I hope I can get the seats on 5^th or 6^th of july or even 7^th, so I would be able to hhmm even if not celebrate, spend my birthday in Singapore. Please pray for me that emirates have seats on either of this 3 dates….

Aaaawwww my moo was kinda sweet, upon seeing my entry about the flight details which I never have told him about, his eyes is almost filled with tears, coz he suddenly found out he might not be able to spend my birthday with me… Its amazing he didn’t stop me from typing this after trying to make me erase the above report about him.

Ok now I am off to comfort my poor hurt moo… so I got to go now… “god, sorry I didn’t pray to you at all for the past years and I always scolded how mean you are sometimes. But god, you’re suppose to be the ever forgiving god. So please would you kindly let bygones be bygones and take care of my hair? Also, give me the str to make a moo moo beef stew right now coz he just farted beside me. amen”

It has been a day full of joy. My friend viki has finally given birth to a baby boy. His name is Cass, nice name isn’t it?

This is the 1^st time I see a newborn baby on the 1^st day, at least its as far as I can remember. I don remember anything about my yg brother being born. And now, this baby is my god son. Hur hur..

Its quite amazing. Throughout her whole entire pregnancy, it is obviously known to me that she is gonna be a mother soon, a mother. I’ve never really given much thought other then the name mother, and prolly a hard time taking care of the baby etc… but today, its only until when I see her carrying her own son in her arms. That I really can feel the word mother. I don’t really know how to explain. It just hit me really hard that my friend is a mother now, a real mother. This kind of feeling is quite overwhelming. Its like something just got into u. A rush? An urge? I don’t know. Its just something. That feels like its being swallowed right into ur heart.

After seeing her giving birth and the side effect of her operation. I realized it must have been quite an experience, to risk ur own life for the birth of another. I didn’t know how dangerous it is before. I just thought, oh pregnant big tummy 9 months pop out one baby. But after I see my friend went thru her 9 months of pregnancy and gave birth. I realized the risk involved, and thought it must have been… one of a kind ‘ride’.

I wouldn’t want to steal her limelight by posting her baby’s photo up on my blog before she does. That goes without saying haha. But I did take some heart warming photos. The tiny feet, the tiny hands. And the super soft head. I swear, it’s the softest thing I’ve ever come in contact with. Its super super duper soft. Its softer then marshmallow. I wouldn’t believe it’s a head if I didn’t see it myself. Its amazing how a tiny lil human like this could grow so big… I mean, he’s soft he’s fragile, it feels like it will dent in if I put in anymore pressure. But this lil tiny human can grow to a size as big as me in the future.

Cheers to viki who got thru this whole process safely. I wasn’t able to imagine how she is being cut up in the operation theater. She came out in one piece still and I am really glad.

By the way, she had her operation in consciousness. Get what I mean? Yeaaaahh…

OuCh

A while after her in laws come, they’re enjoying their family gathering, I felt I have to shun. Lol, I know viki didn’t mind but I still felt awkward. So I left, and I went home and collect the phone that I should have pass to my sis months ago. Handed it over to my aunt and one thing off my mind. We bought something along the way too, this really beautiful simple decoration for my room. Can’t really see its real beauty from the camera but this is how it look…

Not too bad eh?

Okies, I am off to catch my show on 55 again. Will be visiting cass and viki again tml, I was so excited I forgot I had her purse and I pod in my bag, brought her only entertainment tonight home with me, haha.

Went shopping today after collecting the cheque, it was quite a sunny day, would have been good for swimming. Mar – my friend, went and check out some socks from the bugis carts which she have been planning to get. Those really low rising socks, slightly beneath the ankle. I never wear a socks like these before so I decided to get them too. It was quite cute, not exactly cute with cartoon patterns or what, just cute coz its plain.

I wanted to look for a present for Friday.. ahem.. but I didn’t get to because of the time we spent in muji. There are just so many things to see, a lot of on the snacks and food section. Doraemon’s favorite food was on the shelve too. I really wanted to get them, but in the end I did not. I guess the fats I gonna gain all from the freeze at my place is more then enough for me to bear.

There snacks there are really quite interesting. They had old fashion lollipop, packed in a lovely way. Its just nice to look at because all the complicated commercialized packaging is becoming a lil too tiring appreciate.

I saw a glass which I really like in muji. Glass as in drinking glass. The design is quite unique although its really just plan clear see through drinking glass. The inner part of the glass is like a folded layer from the outer part.. its all just a piece. With air in between the outer layer and the inner layer. Which means if you’re to pour coke in, the black liquid will take the shape of the inner layer no matter what shape it is, even though the outer layer is just the normal shape of a glass.. don know what I am talking about? Forget it. I will just draw it… the glass are thin layer of glass anyway, its not those thick thick heavy ones..

Ta dah, there u go, not very good drawing but enough to explain what I meant.

But u know what, that stupid glass cost $16. its $16 for one glass. Its so sad.. way too expensive, else I would really have gotten it. I don really think I wanna pay $16 for a glass, unless I am rich enough to afford this kind of erm.. I don know, I really do like the design..

Anyway, we went and check out other things, kitchen stuff.. seasoning.. and I saw this packet of thing that look really like a packet of mothball. Just as I was wondering what is a packet of mothball doing under the food section. Wouldn’t some kid think it’s a packet of sweet and bought it and eat it? My friend pointed out the label to me, it was a packet of salt crystal that look like mothball. Its kinda cute. I start wondering will the salt just break apart if I knock them towards each other hard. I tried, but failed. Come to think of it, I’ve been quite a destroyer at the shop. Each packet of food or snack I pick up, I have to disfigure one of them or part of them. Don’t know why, just felt like pressing things. They happen to be in my hands. ^^

I went and buy most burger for me and my moo’s dinner. Head home and start watching channel 55. I have this bad habit, I really want to watch channel 55, but there is a show I can’t miss on channel 8 as well. Most of the time I will just switch from one to another during advertisement or so.. but today I don’t know what got into me, I got too engross in the channel 55 show and totally forgot about the channel 8 one. Luckily viki called me in time to talk about the show then I remembered. Phew, I didn’t wan to miss the exciting part.

The show is funny, at some point of time they will have phrases at the side describing some situations. One of them goes something like “when guys lie, there are full of loopholes, girls are better at lying.” How true. When guys lie, they tend to give short answers in hope to get away from it as soon as possible. Or they talk with a face either out of guilt. Or too happy coz they thought they gonna get away from it. What they didn’t know is girls lie throughout their life. Be it if there is nothing to gain from, I think a lot of girls just enjoy lying. It don’t necessary mean verbal lie. I guess you girls out there understand *wink*. My moo experience it 1^st hand. But so far, my lie does no harm hee hee.

Whats the title of the show again? Mars vs Venus I think. Those who haven’t watch it should go and take a look. Its not exactly educational but its definitely benefiting.

Think I gonna go out to have some fresh air with moo tml, go take a walk. Go for some window shopping… ARK talk about shopping!! I forgot something. There is a jacket I saw in esprit today. Omg I so love the jacket, it was SGD 109 before but its on a 50% discount. But due to the size I have gained lately, it doesn’t really look nice on me, unless I slim down. So should I get the jacket in hope that I would slim down to fit into it someday. Or should I just forget about it. I am still thinking of the jacket.. it’s a wired lining jacket if u get what I mean. You can shape the lining according to your preference.

Oh man.. I can’t make a decision. Someone make it for me.

Ok putting that aside, I gonna go window shopping tml , or maybe to a park or beach, I’ll suggest it to moo but I can already foresee his stupid lazy face after I mention the word ecp.

Hhmm lets see what happen tomorrow..

Today is another boring day, its quite sad. I still haven’t found a cure to my disastrous hair make over. I bought a hair straightener from watsons, watsons brand. It is not that fantastic as the VS one with the steam function but they didn’t have other brands already. That’s my last and only choice of brand. It cost only $30. at least for now. I could just straighten my fringe and fake a new look thingy instead of a failed hair cut. Tell me, what else could I do. I might want to rebond my hair but I really have to give it a serious thought. I’ve no patience in handling rebonded hair. Would have to let my hair down no matter how stuffy or how hot the weather is. Have to condition it properly etc etc.. its too much of a hassle, but if its for getting away from my noob look. I just might do it.

I bought sara lee strawberry cheesecake too. From cold storage. Its not some expensive or nicely decorated dessert from some exquisite restaurant. but its one of the favorite dessert of all time for me. I wouldn’t really eat it everyday or what, but when it comes to an urge for dessert. It would be one of the 1^st thing that comes to my mind. The creamy creamy frozen cream and the cheese flavor, although not thick and that cheesy, its something good enough to stand in for a real frozen cheese cake when you’re lazy to go out for one. Not to mention the hint of soury taste from the frozen strawberry jam and the affordable price. Of coz, u could eat the whole tray of it and not be afraid of the public eyes.

In my freezer now I have 3 kind of dessert to chose from, green tea ice cream from hagendaz, banana flavoured ice cream with walnut and broken choco piece from the cow brand.. ben and jerries I think. And the strawberry cheese cake from sara lee. No wonder I am getting fat.. but how could I life without all this. Still remember the time when I spend a large % of my allowance on snacks when I was in Melbourne. My sis always warn me about spending too much but her warnings never really work. It only work when I realized I only have enough $ to buy instant noodles for the rest of the month. Sigh… those were the days. Frankly I miss the life in Melbourne. The weather, and the pace. The cold fresh air too. I remember when I 1^st came back to Singapore, I felt the air here is kinda sticky and not too fresh. But after I went back to Indonesia and come back to Singapore again, I start to appreciate the air here. But still, I miss the scent of melbourne’s air the most..

Anyway, I’ve kinda started on a new game yesterday, the game called flyff. Its not that bad of a game considering its free. It’s a lil cute too. Flyff stands for fly for fun, the game is just as what the name says. Fly..

You can fly around instead of walking. Flying on a modern skateboards or on the ancient witches broom. Of coz most girls are going to chose the brooms and most guys are gonna take the skateboards, but wth, it doesn’t really matter, I am not sure on the game play yet, but so far so good. The character build up may not be as flexible but you can’t really find a totally flexible one anyway. One of the games that I’ve played which I think is flexible would be silk road. Where you can really mix the skill how u wan it to be. Ice and fire, fire and lightning, ice and lightning, and its not just the diff type but the extend of element u wan to be. Anyway, u won’t know until u play it. I guess for now the really interesting part of flyff Is that u could fly, “ooooh I could fly..” u know?

This is the trailer from long ago, one of the 1^st few trailer available for this game, I thought the trailer on the main site is not that cute although it’s the real game play trailer, but I think this is a better one to put on my blog. Coz its simply lame and cute.

The game is really quite old already, its not anything new, but its still worth playing when you’re too bored..

I’m gonna go out tml, 1^st to collect my cheque, and then going window shopping with a friend of mine I know from work. Well I guess I could call her friend instead of colleague coz I got a feeling she would be one. She’s around the same age as my cousin. I quite like her attitude though, care-less about whats going on around. Not too interested and actually, most of the time, this are the kind of people that won’t really get involve when ‘political’ issues starts to rise. Hhmm now that I think of it, my cousin is someone like that too. Or maybe a lot of people at that age are like that, I wonder.

My god son – viki’s son is gonna ‘arrive’ on Friday. I am 1/3 worried about viki, 1/3 happy that a baby is coming and its my godson, and 1/3 scared coz I’ve never really touch an infant. I am really scared I will break him if I touch him.. you know how soft and fragile they are.. so I am not planning to do more then just poking him. I wonder if his cheeks will be full enough to bounce back when I poke it. Hhmmm will let u know after I try.

Talk about pregnancy, recently I had a lot of conversation on pregnancy and giving birth among my friends. Its not just one group, its all around. It kinda of become a hot topic out of no where.

The ‘horror stories’ of pregnancy and giving birth, its really will send ur spine tingling whenever you hear it, the pain the puking and many more. Ugh, the thought of it… most of the girls would just say, “I don wan to have a baby in the future anymore” I would agree too. For this I really take my hats off viki. It really take a lot of courage to go through this process. She is coming to an end of pregnancy soon and going into the phase of being a mother in her project of life. I really wonder how a woman in this situation will really feel, but I am not yet ready to find out.

Maybe from next week onwards I will start swimming again. But my laziness always take over and I ended up sleeping or snacking around most of the time. I hope my will power is enough for me to step out of the house for the swim next week. Else my horizontal growth really wouldn’t come to an end. *ouch* ( I can’t fit into the clothes I bought during Chinese new year ) that’s how much I grew.. for god’s sake.. ouch..

That’s one of the reason I stop going shopping too, I don’t really wanna buy those L clothing which I really wish to rid of sooner or later. Decided to start shopping again when I can fit into M or 10’s.

Before I end this post, I haven’t decide on something yet… on Friday, I am kinda invited by viki to go together with her for the birth of her son, but I thought its quite inappropriate coz most of the time only family members would be around for a time like these. So should I go or should I not….. hhhmmm

Quite a boring Monday for me today, most of my friends are having Monday blues, have to prepare for work etc… haha, good for me that I have no work, but bad for me I won’t have pay for this week *sobs*

I had a really good sleep, I don’t know why, have been sleeping really a lot lately. I slept to 6 am. Guess coz I woke up last night to have a sneak peak on the mr bean holidays that I’ve downloaded.

Went over to my cousins house at night to fix up her com, something seems wrong with her internet connection. I didn’t know what but initially I was reluctant to go over her house at this hour coz of some reason. But since I was the one who 1^st stood her up on fixing her com last sat, I guess I should go after all. Went there, didn’t take too long to fix it as it wasn’t really a complicated one. Went home and watch some drama on channel 55 on scv. Its been a while since I watch any drama on scv and those series which I’ve been catching ended a while ago while I was working on the singtel roadshow, I guess it can’t be help due to my working hours.

I suddenly had the mood to play nice and decided to cook a packet of instant noodle for moo. While he was enjoying his game and leaving me out especially. *ggrr* anyway, after he finish the 1^st packet, he asked for more, so I walked to the kitchen intending to cook more, but on my way there, without my specs, I saw something huge flew in from the balcony. I couldn’t make out what it is. A big moth? A super huge bee? A baby bird? Whatever it is, I don wan to take the chance, it could be an insect. And which ever insect which can fly is something I fear. I made a squeek and run back to my room calling for SOS.

I summoned the most trustable person to look for when it comes to living things which I fear. My moo…

I asked him to go over and scout. Because the moment I see it landed on the wind chime at my living room. I knew it couldn’t be a bird. Normally a bird would move its head in a funny way…

He went over and found a cockroach on the wind chime. Which means…. Its none other then a flying roach !!!! A FLYING ROACH!!! Omg… a roach which flies..!! its my worst nightmare. Frankly speaking, I haven’t seen one for at least 2 years I think. And I really never thought that flying thing would be a flying roach until I was told it is.

I found out something new though, moo is not afraid of roach, nevertheless he is afraid of a flying one. Not to the extend that he would push me to the front line to fight the roach, but is enough for him to suggest leaving it alone.

Hey its me… I am jacinth. Would I leave a flying roach alone if there is a possibility of someone being able to get rid of it? NEVER.

I refused to let moo back in the room until he somehow get rid of the roach. He had no choice but to oblige since he the word “SCARED” was written all over my face. Seriously I wouldn’t dare go anywhere near the living room because I know a roach.. no… a flying roach resides in it.

He poke the wind chime a lil and the roach start flying all around again. He shuns the roach a few times and it landed inside the personal dustbin of my yg.bro.

He did something which I would never have dared to. He took the handle of the plastic bag inside the dustbin, tie it up and threw it all the way down thru the rubbish chute in my kitchen. The metal thing stuck to the wall, that’s called a rubbish chute right? Anyway, if I were the one, I probably would have used baygon and spray a crazy amount into the dustbin, I mean since young, I’ve been trained to think about baygon whenever I see something that flies and I am afraid of.

Anyway its an end to the flying roach story, but its giving me creeps. The thought of it just send my hair standing on end. Bbbrrrr

After he reports to me what happen to the roach, I still only half believed him. So I made a promise to him. I promise that I would fry him if I see the roach again. Then I was able to proceed into the kitchen to do the cooking, with an instinct to run as soon as I see anything flying. I stepped on a small piece of broken uncooked instant noodle on the floor and I jumped. My senses were tuned to the max after the roach incident after all.

I finally let moo back into the room and we watch mr bean holidays.

It was a fairly nice show, quite boring most of the part, the type of humor that was suppose to make people laugh was long outdated, not many people are laughing on the same old mr bean brand reaction anymore, but I must say, its classic and I do enjoy the show quite a bit. Instead of the humor, its more like a childhood memories thingy.

I had the reaping and the messenger downloaded on my com, waiting for a chance to watch it. But before that, I do have a few things I needed to do… oooh.. anyone please, remind me to call emirates…..

After so many days, the blogger posting site is still not fixed, I wonder whats going on. I really can’t stand the small text much longer, its not like I read my own blog or what, but its happening to my friends using blogger as well..

I slept the whole of yesterday, didn’t feel well. But after that my sore throat is gone, the sore throat which haunts me for days and didn’t go away after taking medicine and all, is gone after I slept a whole day. It was perfectly fine yesterday, then today, I start to feel the pain again but its on the left side this time. I hope it won’t worsen later.

Today’s work was quite a boring one though, raining, not much customers, nothing much to do. There is not even a crowd to begin with due to the rain. Most of us ended up playing games on windows like spider pinball and minesweeper. But we got bored of it soon enough and started to play with the games on our own mobile phone.

From here on its paragraphs of complains. Don nag at the length, just read or skip.

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It hit me really hard today that I am fat… The man that I talked about before, the one most of if not all of us disliked. He kinda made a comment. Not totally about me ‘maybe’. But definitely indirectly or somewhat partially about me. Maybe I am too sensitive myself, but since I already don’t like him, I took it hard. * not shown publicly though*

He was saying he was looking for 2 girls to work for him, or something like that. I was playing around with the laptop so I didn’t catch much of what he say. And I heard something about needing a cheong sum. I remembered having one, a black long one. So I commented of having one. He then look at me and continue his talking but saying “must look for those girls who don look like a bimbo” I don’t know what a bimbo is but it doesn’t take much to know that its in insult.” I didn’t know the severity of the insult but I already felt being looked down on or somewhere around being despised either because of my look my size or what soever. Then after hearing what he had to say about the job, I decided that its not for me anyway. Its obviously for those pretty girls with good figures etc. the pay is super attractive too, it seems too good to be true. One girl claimed they didn’t have cheong sums, so I raised my hand again and say I could borrow mine. He had to say “your size and her size how can be same.”

I have to clarify, Yes I’ve grown fat, and I did something bad to my stupid hair that makes me look like a goon when I let down my hair and a ball when I tie up my hair. I don’t usually mind that my friends or people saying I am fat or big size, of coz when you joke around u always say “don say the magic word” or something like that. But in the end you won take it hard. Its just a casual joke. But when I know that I am being commented this way by a person with no morals. I just can’t take it. These words coming out from that guy’s mouth is killing me. I felt like telling him straight in the face about the things he had done behind people’s back. But I held back totally.. I didn’t really wanna act like someone who is over sensitive.. although maybe I am. But his mouth, why did those words come out from his mouth… he is the last person who have any right to despise anyone.

Angry angry angry angry, I am super angry . super super angry, suuuppppeeeer angry!!!!! I really felt like just posting what he has done on my blog out of anger, but since it was meant to be a secret, I am not gonna break my promise….. I hope I can hold it in even after a few more weeks of seeing him. I really don wanna have any disputes within the group for such a petty reason on my part. But ugh….

Okies I just asked a friend what a bimbo is. *big boobs with no brain* or *dumb blonde* something like that. Now I am double angry…ugh…. Its sad to say, all the girls there are either skinny or with good figure, I am the only girl who stand out to be ‘big’. Freaking as**o*e …

Think I need some kind of anger subsiding therapy. *breathe in breathe out breathe in breathe out*

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That’s not all for my anger but I guess I should stop. Ugh the word bimbo still rings in my brain. Stoooooppp

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I won’t have to work for the whole of next week other then Sunday, one would usually enjoy this but I have to say I am not really rejoicing. I was really wanted to work coz of the $ but apparently the agency who couldn’t reach me pass my slot to other peeps. So I am free the whole of next week other then Friday. Seeing my godson’s arrival to the world of humanity. I wonder how it feel like poking him. Hur hur….