Walking With Us

Wednesday, February 28

forgot to put down something ....

SADNESS OF THE MONTH

lately it seems that i am not the only one who notice my weight gain.. and size change.. almost everyone i haven't met for 2 weeks.. the 1st thing they say when they saw me is..

omg....
you...
grew...
fatter...

hee hee.. sorry la.. haven't been updating.. guess what.. i am still stuck with ff12.(final fantasy 12) which for me is a "final helltasy 12", ever since i've started playing.. i got so hooked onto it i play many hours a day.. play till late hours and wake up later so i have late lunch and late dinner and obviously late dinner leads to my weight gain. *sigh* ...

and also its not really coz i am lazy to blog its just that all i have in mind lately is just final fantasy.. and i suppose i don't have to blog down which boss i killed and which monster i conquered. it would be boring wouldn't it? yes it would.. or unless i blog down what i ate everyday... coz other then playing ff12.. at least i still do eat sleep and bath.. and i know i have been leading a rotten life.. but i 'promise' i will find a job as soon as i complete ff10.. yes 10.. after 12.. then 10.. then find job. ^^ or maybe i will start finding one straight after the official chinese new year is over.. 15th day or something..

my itching kind stop already btw, not really stop but it seems that as long as i don't scratch.. the rashes won't come out and it won't end up even worse. but when the itch comes, i just really have to control and don touch that part of the skin.. been a few years since i had that thing .. ezcema eczema wad so ever... the last time i had it was when i was sec 1 or 2.. tats almost a decade ago.. i hope it never comes back again...

few days ago i borrowed an umbrella from the hawker/foodstall at middle road.. just a street or two away, well of coz its raining that day etc.. so well.. its not the 1st time i borrowed and umbrella from there and i've always returned it without fail and in good condition. but this time, i left it at a hospital while doing a visit and bought an unbrella from giodarno for $6 on rainy day to replace it, explain the reason for the color difference from when we borrowed, apologizing and feeling bad. but the lady refuse to accept it. then i realise.. all the umbrellas she ever lent me are umbrellas being left by their customers and never return for it, so they have a lot of umbrellas laying around over the years, they even strongly decline my new umbrella for them, it almost seems like they hate umbrellas.. wasted $6 to uphold my temporary sense of responsibility.could have eaten 2 plates of chicken rice and a can of drink with that kind of $.

don't mind me i am too broke coz i don have a job and still not finding YET!! mark the word YET. so i am stuck in the $ saving zone.

ok.. its 2:08 am now and i am going back to play my ff12.. but seriously.. this game although it screwed up my life but some parts of the game nearly made my cry.. its so nice oooh ho ho..

Thursday, February 22

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Wednesday, February 21

okies okies.. i know i know.. haven't been blogging lately.. sorry ar.. lately new year mar.. new year of coz busy haha.. busy shopping busy collecting ang bao busy eating and sleeping.. busy getting fat... okies.. new year eve just like every year when i am in singapore.. its a double reunion dinner in one night.. one with my dad my bro etc... next one with the whole cousin etc..my dad will always go to this place named tetsuya in orchard.. that meal was good..a ctually most of the fish was good.. and the beef too.. but its bloody expensive

as much as i luv sashimi.. this plate of thing cost $100 .. woth chiu toro , roes.. salmon..scallop etc.. but $100 is way too much for good food.. but i had to admit the dried puffer fish there is super nice.. its so damn super nice.. i ate bout 1.5 plates of it.. anyway.. i ordered a chawamushi there too.. personal order.. i ordered chawamushi to every jap restaurant i stepped into.. its a must for me.. they serve it in nice looking lil plates with cute tiny spoons

this beef which has a slight burnt taste is faaabulous.. but not better then the ones i had in indo.. that beef is much softer... much better

chinese new year eve at crystal jade.. my grams has been visiting there every dinner for god knows how many years and he is still having reunion dinner there.. i wonder why can't he get sick of the food there.. why???but its the 1st time i've seen them serve shark fin like these though.. they separate the shark fin from its soup.. like these

unique heh? but i still prefer it served with the soup.. coz the shark fin's taste is too much without the soup..

i am not going to put the next few pictures in order.. coz i can't remember which day had what dish but before the boring dishes.. lets have a look at how my cousin might look when she is drunk.. although i know i am going to get killed for posting this up.. so mote it be >=) haha
we mix erm.. let me see.. whisky.. tea.. almond cream.. water.. and it turned out to be this color..the cup she is holding in the hand is it.. ok the photo is right side down but nah i am too lazy to do more clicking.. my cousin.. madeline. she just wanna look drunk act drunk.. she thinks she will have to chance to be allowed to be drunk one day.. yeah of coz she does..a decade later maybe ^^

this is a disgusting footage of how it is like dining with teenagers in a good restaurant.. the good food turns bad.. almond turns tea .. whiskey turns almond..

but one of the dessert served during one of the meal is cute.. i mean.. cute not because i luv heartshapes.. but cute because they're lagging on festive season.. its not valentines.. its new year... they're a few days late.. i am starting to wonder if these are left overs from V.Day, i wouldn't be surprise.. but even so.. the chestnut cake/jelly was nice.. wish i had more..

Friday, February 16

met up with pam and yu hui today. had ajisen dinner at ps and some shopping trips.. they both manage to buy the things they wanted and more.. lol.. i didn't buy a single thing.. now that i know that i am totally broke.. i better start saving up.. >.<

The Roach living in Aji-Tei's kitchen.

Ajitei is a branch of ajisen and its a very common ramen restaurant. and ajitei serves a lot of nice desserts.. those really really jap ones.. the photo display itself is eye catching enough to make you wan to order every single desserts there..

I went to the Aji-tei at bugis few days ago..not bad when u go in.. big menus... nice tables... etc.. nice cushioned seats.. and the 1st thing i already planned to order even before i step inside is the green tea milk. moccha green tea or something. i ordered it once before and i thought its not bad.. so i ordered it again.. but this time.. there is an added ingredient in my drink.. happily drinking half way thru there is a nymph, a roach's nymph . it got stuck on the straw coz of the liquid.. so it must have been there before i even drank it.. couldn't have flew in.. so my moo suggested changing the straw.. i asked him to call for the waitress for me instead and he did..

before i even openned my mouth.. he requested for a new straw showing the nymph to the waitress, the waitress took the straw and walked off.. i was soooo pissed .. hello? walked off just like that? with ur customer drinking something with a nymph in it.. u change the STRAW without suggesting changing at least the drink?? so i called her back.. took the straw back from her hands and EMPHASIZE it to her.. "there is a roach on the straw.. look, a tiny one." is exactly what i said and she "ok" and walked off ..

that is the kind of service that aji-tei provides... i was so totally pissed i was speechless.. and i decided i should write a complain letter to ajitei.. haven't done it but i will.. how could anyone let their customer drink something with a nymph in it and change its STRAW? i can't believe the service they provide is at such level.. better off eating in a kopitiam..at least there is no service charge..
the thought of it still disgust me.. totally.. i feel like puking each time i was reminded of that..

ok finish my complains..not exactly but i felt like puking now again so i rather stop..

I promise to show the disgusting clip of my sis's way of eating a snow frog here it goes

k la too late and my dad is back so i have a sister sleeping in my room now.. better don type so much later she wake up and strangle me..

Thursday, February 15

Wedding in the game Called Water Margin Online

My Wishes

Happy Valentine's Day to Viki :
This is the 1st year you have your valentines day being Mrs Lim.. gratz to u again.. next year will have 2 person celebrating with u le.. wish everything will go smoothly for u and ur lil ones...

Happy Valentine's Day to Pamela :
By far it seems to be that this partner you have understood u more then words can say.. of coz there are other factors which affects you for the big big decision making.. but lets not oversee one's goodness and treasure what you have. Hope you're next in line to get married among my friends... by saying that.. i am also suggesting you're the next potential couples.. ^^

Happy Valentine's Day to Yu Hui :
I haven't known u thoroughly.. and haven't known if you have any partner.. not now not before.. u have a unique character which makes people feel comfy with but it will take someone who is unique for you to have your eyes on i guess.... so i hope u will find my mr right guy soon, i am really curious on what type of guy u would like..

Happy Valentine's Day to Raymond Tee :
You ar.. what i wanna say to u is same as yu hui de la.. so save my typing effort... haha

Happy Valentine's Day to Adeline :
No bf , manly.. cute but don think she is cute.. looks outgoing but super shy.. my stupid cousin.. yet have to admit she is smart at times.. hope u find a bf soon la.. then i can tease u from then on..haha

Happy Valentine's Day Madeline :
u ar.. i don know what to say u sia.. got someone but.. xxx xx xxxx u know what i wan to say right.. the keyword is treasure... *muachks*

Happy Valentine's Day to Jane :
My eld. sis who hasn't had a bf in a life and yet to take interest into looking for one.. i just hope she will find one soon so i can make him go treat me for good food .. *bribes welcomed* hahaha

Happy Valentine's Day to Steffy :
remember my shark and dolphin theory..? always remember that... good things always happens in your life.. for the bad .. the good that comes later on will be better.. you don even have to wait.. u don even have to hope or wish for.. live your life to the fullest and you will smell the scent of every goodness in no time..

Happy Valentine's Day to Ee Hsin :
still looking for ur Mr Mango.D.Prince? lol.. ievery relationships has their rocky paths and a story to tell.. there may be no one who will be able to understand your story from cover to cover.. but yet.. there is always a heart to follow without the lack of logic thinking.. do it with a balance and you will find the path you should take..hope everything goes well for u in malaysia

Happy Valentines Day to Zanguo :
Thanx for everything you have done specially for V.Day.. and also everything you have done for me.. even if it might not be known to me.. maybe not all the effort you've made can be seen by me.. but a lot of times it can be felt.. and all these things explains why i stayed with you.. and i thank you for all that...

Section Two

ok from here onwards.. its boring luv luv story so read on if u wan or don start yawning and complain.. ....

I SAID STOP YAWNING!!!

okies.. i had an idea that there are going to be surprises on V.Day. but i didn't really expect today to be the happiest V.Day i ever had.. or actually , this is the 1st real V.Day i ever had.. the rest of the past V.Day i went thru it with just a v day wish or a stalk of flower from my classmates..

so the plan is.. wait for the lunch to be delivered to my place...go vivo and shop a while.. go for the german restaurant(1st date's dinner) for the reserved V day dinner. then at night its some kind of surprised he planned and the materials are from his goodie bag he has been carrying around..

woke up in the morning .. well its 15 mins before twelve so its still counted as morning.. waiting for a delivery lunch to reach its destiny at my place but it took 2 hours later then the expected time.. leaving me and moo hungry and frustrated.. so i went out for a smoke.. but instead of the lunch delivery man.. it was a bunch of blue roses being delivered.. it was a half surprise coz the other half of my mood for the surprises was on the food i am thinking in my mind.. ok make it 3/4 and 1/4 lol..

12 stalk of blue roses..

We couldn't take it after that.. so we went straight to vivo city by a cab . went to the hong kong kim gary cafe.. still luv the food there.. and the drinks are kind special... diff variaty etc.. never fails me in my expectation..

walked around vivo here and there.. shop a bit.. bought a big big big turtle soft toy in mini toons.. and he wanted to take the cable car ride coz he took it with me on our 1st date too.. just a trip to mount faber and back.. so be bought the tickets.. went out.. and who knows.. it turns out to be a sky dining in cable cars .. the german restaurant was a decoy... i got a stalk of white rose during registration, and a complimentary bottle of red wine(small) ,i have to say it really cost a freaking load for that dinner.. and halfway thru it.. i was infected with car sick virus.. =<>.<~ bu shi gu yi de . but i had a great time coz its the 1st time any partner of mine brought me to such places.. and experience such things.. although i won't think i wan to have another dinner in the sky due to my car sick.. but i liked the time up there.. other then the no smoking part hee hee end of surprise No.2

Aper

2 cable car piccy..

okies.. so we went off the cable car and i got some fresh air to cool my head.. and bought the picture taken by the Mr CameraMan.. and drop down back to land.. took a cab to mount emily .. and thats where the best part of the surprise comes in..

i already knew what he is up to by looking at his goodie bag.. he mentioned it to me once.. like 2 month ago.. something pretty to show.. but i just expected something pretty.. nothing more.. it doesn't really sound like a surprise to me anymore at 1st..
but seeing the real thing was not something to be predicted at all.. it was beautiful.. its not even something i can use english words to describe , how bout i try it the moo way..
MoooooMoomoMoomooomOommMooo .. ok still cannot.. nvm..
i took a video of it but in the end i decided not to put up a blog since it will be so publicized among my friends.. next time i can't give the same surprise to them anymore.. ^^ hee sue me for my un-originality . but for the real reason.. its because i wan it to be a picture in my brain that i will remember instead of something i can replay anytime i wan on a browser in the com..

not forgetting the bottle of kenzo perfume he got for me.. he kinda passed me in an awkward way coz i keep urging him to let me open the gift when he planned to give it to me in a more scenaric area.. but failed.. that was before the surprise dinner..

The tortoise is covered in a red patched transparent gift wrap so it looks funny.. the blur rose white rose and the wrapped present..

all in all .. i got a lot of presents in one day.... i have a really great time and i wish for no less next year...... hear that ?!>?!?!? haha kidding.. thanx for giving me such a great day..

Wednesday, February 14

hohoho finally fantasy 12 rocks.. its fun etc everything.. and the graphic is good.. maybe i skipped 10 and 11 thats y it seems good to me.. but its a bit hard playing without 99999999 Gil haha

finally stopped all my shopping.. got all the clothes i wanted... still thinking of getting a new bag etc.. shoes.. maybe maybe not.. see how la lol.. i luv shopping but when it comes to new year shopping.. sometimes its a pain.. coz shopping u can just shop and u just don have to buy anything if nothing catches your eyes.. but before new year.. u have to make sure u go every single place without that few days and make sure u search every corner of the shopping mall and decide if you would wear this on casual days as well.. troublesome..

finally gave my cousin her O level present.. its in cash.. i figured i didn't have the time to go out and buy her present for her so there it goes.. cash.. the most convenient present of all time.. under normal circumstances it is the most insincere present, but since she requested it.. why not. haha

i didn't go swimming for the last few days.. well i guess playing ff12 till late night didn't help in my diet . i gained weight coz i stayed up and have late night snacks.. bur.. chinese new year is coming.. can't wait for all the ang baos to land in my hands but before that.. in bout 10 hours time its the start of valentines day.. i wonder what is planned on that day and hope it will go smoothly ...

i am away from my FF12 for about 30 mins now and i am going back to it.. hohoho... hope i can complete the game fast so i can stop thinking about it everynight before i sleep..

Sunday, February 11

Hi boys and girls.. 3:36 am and i haven't sleep, not because of a cow's sleeping pose this time. but i've started playing ff12.. and i kinda regret starting it.. coz i think i am hooked onto the game.. i didn't stop till i was kinda forced to go to sleep.

i was worrying about something recently... can't really put it up a blog.. but i think my close friends will know what the hell it is all about. yeah pray hard or u can just slap me in the face and luff at me in the ass when things happen right in front of me..somebody just bombard me.. so i won see it happen .. ok nvm i was being paranoid again..

tml going to moo's house to format his com.. hopefully it goes smoothly and his com returns to normal. and hopefully.. even though i am sleeping so late.. i can wake up early enough to go swimming !!!! nice weather nice weather nice weather..

Saturday, February 10

went out with V&K for supper yesterday night at 12+ am, the infamous jalan kayu prata.. i took the forceful way to make moo go without asking his preference 1st. haha sometimes it feels so manly doing that.. but i have to humour him a bit later.. still i feel manly.. hohoho

went shopping again today.. with my moo and 2 of his friend.. quite a fun day.. both of them are kinda active and a lil talkative which is kind good.. at least its not boring , i don't think i yawned and they talk a lot about a game which is relevant to me. Water Margin Online.

the only bad thing is nothing in this shopping trip catches my eye.. just look go look and go. a day is spent like that.. oh man.. where can i get my skirt.. please let me know.. i can't take it anymore..
my dad is comin on the 15th.. just a day after valentines day.. oooh.. hopefully i can go shopping with him.. so i can bring him to the levis store.. hohoho *evil* i don really have something i eyed on there.. but at least i never owned a levis jeans before and i would luv to at least have one in my wardrobe.. of coz i gonna wear it out..

the coming few days will be quite busy for me i guess.. valentines.. dad come back.. zouk on sat.. sunday new year eve.. and 1st day new year etc etc.. oh man.. i WILL be surprise if i don add 2 more rounds on my tummy pray that i won grow too much though.. *prays hard*

i gonna go swimming tml morning.. no matter what.. i need to melt some fats.. and trim some rounds.. hopefully the results is shown before new year arrives.. i am already in the danger zone..anymore growth will send me over to the gone case zone.. >.<~~NNNNnnooooooooOOOo

hopefully for tomorrow i will be sleepy enough to sleep beside the pool so the time will pass so fast.. but of coz my swimming trip doesn't consist of only tanning.. i will swim up and down till i feel like a dried fish in a big tank..

may the weather be good and the sun is up tomorrow .. *amen*

Thursday, February 8

forgot to blog yesterday >.< hee hee... went swimming yesterday.. so luv it.. miss the pool.. i was allowed to enter to place still , lucky me.. and there was quite a sun... although it gets covered by the cloud on and off but i still manage to get just a tiny bit darker.. moo went with me.. *unwillingly* but he enjoyed the suana in the end.. totally.. looking forward for another suana session..

i really wonder what is wrong with my biological structure.. or it might just be my skin... i luv to get tanned.. preferably sunburn.. i don know y but i just luv the feeling.. so sometimes i will ask people to go swimming with me and get tanned together.... there are times where my companion hates tan... so they try not to stay out in the sun too much while i will be the one lieing on those white white pool side chairs.. and hopefully i will get a super tan if not red crab look.. but i can say every single time... EVERY... all of my companions will get more tanned then me... every single trip.. can somebody change skin with me... =<

wanted to go swimming today but something crop up in the morning.. didn't get to go for the trip.. but i didn't eat more then i usually do either.. so i guess its ok... right? tml's a friday . i will go for the swimming no matter what.. of coz providing the sun is up there is no rain ... so wish me luck again.. good weather etc... my diet depends on it ... totally..... *ugh*

Wednesday, February 7

Shopping Day No.3

This is a very disappointing shopping day.. got totally nothing.. nothing at all. was looking for a skirt that can fit my white color halter top.. wow.. from this fashion to dhoby ghaut mrt's one storey shopping stores.. to bugis village.. both levels... totally nothing.. nothing!! and sadly there is a reason to it... coz i've grown from 50kg to 55kg ever since i come back to sg from melbourne.. is that sad? or is that just so very sad? mind u .. fats are actually very light in weight.. it just so happen i gain enough fats to weigh 5 kg more.. FIVE FREAKING KG... i think i am going into the paranoing-nervous-break-down zone.. this is wad 2 months of honeymoon period can do to me..i know it will end some day but i just hope it will end soon.. *ha* i might be a bit evil in saying this.. but don all honeymoon period end? its just sooner or later.. so y wait? i don wan to go into the 60ish kg zone.. i am demoralized enough .. so spare me =~~ please!!
and thankx to pam reminding me that i am in the honeymoon period.. at least now i know where the source of my horizontal growth problem comes from..

tomorrow.. and the day after.. and the day after and after and after and after... *hopefully the condo haven ban people from accessing the pool yet...* i am so gonna swim the hell out of myself. i can't wait to get my layers and layers of fats off me... please please the god of swimming pool.. wash off my fats for me... so i will look nicer in the new clothes i bought.. and of coz.. be able to find the skirts that fits me perfectly and most importantly.. don make me look any fatter then i already am... *amen*

i haven't been able to upload any photo.. my bluetooth device in this com haven't been properly installed yet.. wait till i install it man.. tonnes of photo and maybe videos to show.. would be interested.. especially the... tearing up a frog video.. done be my dear sis when i was still in indo... tats priceless..

oh yeah.. lastly.. better wish me luck.. at least pray that the pool is not closed down yet.. and pray even more that the weather is good for swimming.. sunnier the better.. i luv the sun and the dark skin i gonna get... *amen*

Tuesday, February 6

HoHoHo Shopping Day No.2

spend nearly up to hundred again today ~~ i luv this fashion.. the one near plaza singapura, 2 storey high and full of clothes.. diff types.. bought 3 things there today.. i just luv shopping.. i have a friend who thinks shopping is a therapy, indeed it is.. not only i've kinda had a talk with my moo about the problems we had... today was fabulous.. he started cleaning my room after he woke up.. and i was lieing in bed enjoying my sleep.. opening my eyes once a while seeing him cleaning my table.. it was the 1st time he ever cleaned my room without my help.. and somehow , i like this feeling. ^^ so i rewareded him a facial mask and after we're done, we peeled it off and put it on the table after observing the skin lines left printed on the mask... forgetting to throw >.<.. he brings me to shopping right after we're ready.. and had a whole day of fun... and a whole shit load of food.. his stomach turns whole day long and i farted whole day long.. i wonder what we've eaten... pizza chicken rice and takoballs.. doesn't seems a lot for a day.. but we ate all those within a few hours.. talking about pizza... we ate and pizza hut and ordered one of those set meals where u get to fill up ur own salad bowl... and i lived up the singaporean moto... "kiasu"
the salad bowl which i filled was a mountain pile.. oblivious of the people surrounding that might be laughing at me etc... who cares... i get to eat more then they do... i win.

we came back and i've a talk with my cousin for a bit on msn.. the "addie" in the chat box.. apparently they mistook the dried up transparent face mask i had on the table as a used condom.. they're 15 and 16 years old and have such knowledge of how a condom look like.. obviously they are wrong but i still had a great luff . my cousin addie used a coaster i had on the table to flip the "used condom" away as far as possible.. i can't believe i have such a smart cousin.. haha..

my moo is waiting behind me giving me a sad face because he wanted to sleep and i am still typing, he definitely can't sleep with my typing sound.. now he is urging me to sleep, shaking his leg behind the sofa.. i can even feel the vibration from behind.. *sigh* which of coz means... i got to go now.... *ssiiiigggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh*....................................................

Sunday, February 4

Today is the shopping day... Spent near to $100... all preparation for new year.. bought facial mask for my face ... for the stupid red dots >.< i hope it can be gone by new year if not i will really be having a red new pig year..

got a top from giodarno.. donno how to spell.. blusher . brush.. ok nvm.. boring details skip skip skip..it wasn't my greatest shopping day but at least i got something ^^

met up with viki today for an ajisen dinner.. finally was able to use my member card.. 1st time hoho.. something acomplished..

had a not so good thingy happening today... 2 actually.. but lets not elaborate... but today.. i got my foulest mood ever in the recent months...rewarded by my dearest moo...

i gonna be a bit naggy today.. lets be frank.. i can't stay happy everyday . so just let me complain a bit la.. bout more then a month ago i know i've stepping into a relationship i wasn't really ready for .. but thru many influences.. i've decided to take the gutsy step and give into my feelings for a bit... and now the things that i kind guessed would come sooner or later .. appeared.. slapped right in front of me.. it hit into me slowly.. and i just realised it today.. maybe i am moving too fast.. i've been giving in to my feelings and now it has taken its toll on me..*bang.. Bang... Baaang..* maybe its time to slow down my pace and rewind this feeling a bit... and re-evaluate what is going on.. i don know how i am gonna do that man.. just wish me freaking luck .... and wish whoever is able to grant me the wisdom to settle what is the problem right now or alternatively grant me the strength to crack my own skull so i will feel like nothing has ever happened before or i've never ever lived.. ok i am kidding about this part.. i still luv my life.. and living it..

The Invisible Sleeping Partner

No! Not a ghost!! of coz NOT!! touch wood la.. don anyhow think can or not.. choy choy.....
ever had someone who sleep besides u and not aware that u exist right beside him/her at night sharing the same bed?i think thats about the situation i am in right now.. blogging at 5 58 am.. its going to be 6 am in 2 mins time and i am blogging .. what the hell.. i am not even really awake.. just really tired and hopes to sleep right away but my moo unknowingly luvs to sleep right in the middle of my queen size bed.. i was left with exactly a body width of bed to sleep on or sometimes worst.. sideway body width of bed.. of coz i am not THAT stupid.. i wake him up in the mid of night and made him move.. but somehow or rather.. a part of his body is always coming back and leave me with that bit of space to sleep on.. unless i sleep slunted like him.. but even so.. i will only be left with a corner of the bed >.<>

Miss them/it so much !!!

lately my face have been infested with lil red dots.. some white.. i wonder wads going on... its been a long time since i've had whatever kind of outbreak on my face.. and this time.. its not even those huge red and painful pimples.. just a lot of those small lil oozy thing...i guess working in the kitchen really does have negative effect on my skin.. i miss the sun by the swimming pool.. i miss the sun on the bicycle.. those things definitely do good to my skin >.< not to mention the fun of doing it.. aaaahhh.. i am dieing to go for a swim.. dieing dieing to... my skin.. my horizontal growth.. my lack of exercise ... so much things depends on it.. how can i live without swimming.. but a bad news has been given to me by my deer'ol'cousin.

The swimming pool which we frequent last time is about to be demolished or some sort... *starts to sing "how do i live without you.. i want to know.. how do i breathe without you.. if you ever go.. how do i ever .. ever survive....." oh my swimming pool =~~ i can do without the suana.. but my peaceful crowdless swimming pool is about to be out of reach soon.. or i can just fake being a person staying at YMCA and go to the 9th floor swimming pool..just enter like i live there and swim like nobodies business.. i wonder will i get thrown out of the building with my swimming suit still on , to the middle of orchard road catching my thrown out of the building bags and towels one by one if i get caught in action.. will i ? will i ? haha bullshit .. i know i won't, i am just joking.... wahahahaha *dot dot dot* "speechless due to the utter lameness.."

okies tired to the extreme.. i am going back to bed now with only one thing on my mind....

Should i or should i not shine my bright white torch into his eyeballs so he might be awake enough to know that a woman is sleeping beside him.. he is having his fever still... am i evil if i do that..

PS : the feeding of seaseme oil wasn't intentional.. i didn't know its heaty.. *moral of story = jacinth is not evil* but as for the garlic.. i just thought adding a bit of garlics would make the porridge taste good.. but apparently i was quite wrong.. very wrong.. and its not as good for health for a person who is having a fever.. >.<~~~ *bite me*

Friday, February 2

Welcome My New Skins~~

Okies finally changed my blog skin.. and its finally working.. installed a chatter box and blah blah blah..
lately its been quite busy.. unexpected visit from my auntie in indo who came here for a check up with some doctors.. but have been pushed around from clinics to clinics... had to bring her around to places she needed to go too since she didn't really know her way around in singapore.

Not only that.. My moo has been having a rather high fever... on and off.. mostly at nights.. it shot up to 39.7 degree at the point of time when we visit the clinic near my place. and i swear thats not the highest, i just didn't had the thermometer to take his temperature at night when his fever was at its peak. i had to say its kinda scary... but amazingly , when its at the afternoon-evening time.. his fever go down so fast its almost like he's never been sick before.. i seldom have fever and when i do.. the only thing i always do is to stay under 1 or 2 layers of blanket and sweat myself to death not caring how terrible it might have felt that time. coz i believe when u sleep.. u won feel much anymore.. just s.l.e.e.p. but i guess it don't work for everybody.. and this fever he got has been going on for 4 days now.. going into the dangerous zone isn't it. he hasn't been going for his work for a week... wad a long long weekend he got ^^but of coz.. totally not enjoying it..

i've been cooking quite a lot lately.. not a lot of dishes but a lot of the same thing.. porridge porridge and porridge.. i guess that proves i am not good in the kitchen.. oh .. one more thing.. steam egg.. and i've got to say .. my steam egg is one of the smoothest in the world.. although it might not have much taste.. there was once i screw it up so much that the texture became like bean curd.. (tau hui) and totally tasteless...i might have said it like i enjoyed the kitchen trip but overall.. i don't really enjoy it >.< other then using the microwave and heating up things.. thats almost my favourite coz it usually only happens when i am hungry and i need food fast..

oh well...was suppose to have some appointments with my friends this week for a shopping trip and a clubbing night but they miraculously went MIA for this few days.. i wonder wads going on.. is it i've been spending too much time with my moo that i've become "that type of girl" now.. or its just they're so so so busy.... or busy.. or just busy...

haven't been going out much lately but have watched some movies.... will talk about it next time... my sick moo needs my attention again >.<