U know what? I am officially jobless again. My contract has ended, and even though I really feel like working at the wine shop. My knowledge about wine is just so tiny, I wouldn’t even regard it as knowledge. I feel a lack of confidence stepping into the wine shop wanting to work there.

Yeah, although it’s my uncle’s shop blah blah, but I still feel I need to know more before trying out. Whatever info I get from the net doesn’t seems to be enough.

Moo on the other hand, intro-ed me another part time job while I find ways to study more about wines.

Now that I am considered jobless, I feel a bit awkward. Although I can sleep in and do things that I don’t normally do, whatever it is gonna be. I still feel weird. Probably knowing that if I don’t find a job soon, I gonna be in some sort of financial trouble. Sometimes I feel like going back to study, but nothing much really interest me, on top of it, I hate long term studying. I wished I am a much more curious person so I can really venture into things and finding what I truly like, not just preference. It’s a pain to feel stale about everything to do with getting on with life, sometimes I wonder what is things like without my existent. Putting all these rubbish aside.

There is another job that I could try out since the person hiring didn’t mind my education level. It was a teaching job at tution center. I had always wanted to be a teacher or childcare or some sort. But well, my education level didn’t allow me.

I am kind of stuck, working in a wine shop is something interesting, a lot to venture into. Surely won’t get bored of it in a snap. Teaching, I have no experience or whatso ever, but it was still my hope to get job since long time ago. Game master, no future no nothing, but full time job at least. And its kind of so me…

I want the wine job, I wan the teaching job, I want the game master job. If there is anything like mon Tuesday wine shop Wednesday Thursday teaching and Friday Saturday wine shop, I would be hyped. You know what though? I must be dreaming... Not like I will surely get the job anyway.

Reading up on wines online, but didn’t manage to get much info …

Anywaaeeeiiiiii

I have this cousin who posted something no her blog which I find somewhat interesting.

http://adelineme.wordpress.com/

the post titled dark talks. Go read about it, maybe or maybe not u will freak out… don’t worry no pictures no nothing, just pure text.

Or for those who have problem clicking links…. Here you go u copy and paste for ur own convenience, how good I am.

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