It’s day two after I am diagnosed with this stupid disease that my sis left me as a souvenir.
I am very, very pissed today because of something moo did. Super pissed.
I had trouble eating because of the pain it causes for each and every bite I took, chew I made and swallow I did. My mouth is filled with ulcers and swells, I didn’t know where all those came from but it should be part of the disease since it’s called hand foot mouth. I feel rather pathetic coz I can’t even eat properly, and while having my lunch miserably, ( I ordered chai fan instead of porridge coz I didn’t think it would be that bad ) Moo who already finished his lunch and is lazy to do his own freaking things demanded requested I finish my food fast disregarding the fact that I am getting a lot of pain just through all the necessary actions from eating, so that I could do all this freaking things for him because he is lazy to do so.
Let me summarise it a bit.
He rather I pain because he is lazy to do his own things. Putting aside the fact that I am still having my fever and my hands are full of blistering pain when I hold heavy things or put force on my hands.
Thank you for congratulating me for having this kind of boyfriend. I am sometimes amazed by the fact of how possible it is for someone to change so drastically comparing from comments I made on him in the long ago post ( bout six months ago )
I know I shouldn’t make post like that about him because I should give him some face and all because he is my boyfriend because I shouldn’t put him down this way, but really, that was the last straw ( before I post something about it ) just fyi, it’s not the 1st time he did something so selfish, un-thoughtful, blah blah blah.
He is no longer at my place for now though, I somehow manage to make him go home today,
Don’t want him to get the disease
With his mentality I think I gonna suffer more if he is around when I am sick
Gives me time to reconsider certain things
If he don’t get the disease at least he has some income to live with
If he is not gonna help me, at least don’t make me feel sicker
Reason number three again
Putting that aside
I just feel something was wrong with the medication the doctor gave me. Yeah I have fever here and there but I feel fine, I can still walk around and do the things I want to do, until I took the medicine I bought from her. These pink looking tablets didn’t make me feel better, in fact I feel worse. I feel just a little heaty and fever breath before I took the medication. After I took it though, my head feels like the heaviest thing on earth and my body feels like jelly fish. I can’t even stop trying to balance myself when I climb over the sofa in my room to get a drink or something.
And I didn’t laugh at much even after reading funny things on other people’s blog, I guess it’s really time for me to rest… After this effect of medicine goes off, I don’t think I want to take it anymore, it sarks….
I haven’t even start on anything about the oral gel I was given to apply. I feel like I am about to die. Working life was so much more fun than sick life. ( did I actually say that? Omg I am losing myself )
