I am not so sure if it’s the fever medicine that is causing my 100 pounds head and jellyfish body anymore, a small piece of paper drop out of the oral gel box just now and I unfold it, this part caught my attention…
“Every drug has the potential to cause unwanted side effects. If you feel any change in your general health or mood (such as giddiness, nausea, reddening or allergic skin reaction etc.) after using this drug,”
Blah blah blah.
Another part which says “do not swallow”
Well, maybe I should have taken notice of the small piece of paper before I do anything like applying it.
As the doctor says, apply it. I did, but when I open the cap the 1st time, you know you have to use this sharp pointed thing on top of the cap to break the silly thin film in other for the gel to come out. I did, and the gel kind of flow out of control, a huge amount came out, and I thought I would just put the amount dividing all the ulcers and swells I had. It turned out that it was way too much and the taste just sarks… ( I always thought they will make oral gel tastier so people won’t feel like puking when they tasted it but now I know I was wrong ) So I decided to swallow some to lessen the yuckiness of it. It didn’t turn out to be such a good idea now that I saw this piece of paper.
The 2nd thing is, “reddening or allergic skin reaction” part. My hands and legs is already covered with red dots, so how do I even tell what is reddening and allergic skin reaction. I guess I will wait a few days to see what happens..
3rd, even without the huge amount I swallowed, I feel giddiness here and there throughout the whole day, is it coz of the gel or drowsy medicine, or just my stupid fever. Maybe I shouldn’t worry so much about this, I get giddiness anyway, just didn’t know the source.
4th, in most encyclopedias, one of the symptoms of this disease is weight lost, this was the only good thing out of getting this sickness although it’s definitely not worth it, but for my case, it seems to differ. I am such a worshipper of food, even though my mouth gives me tremendous pain when I start eating, I just put some gel to ease the pain before eating, and I eat more than normal days because I got nothing else to do at home. Today I ate porridge, chai fun, char siew bao, porridge, porridge. Char siew bao. Dragon fruit juice, (drinking causes pain too when I uses a straw) and papaya milk shake, porridge, porridge ( I didn’t eat so many bowls, I just divide them into many portions, but in real, I only had 2 bowls ^^.)
5th, it’s just the 2nd day, but I miss swimming, I miss the sun, I miss working, I miss spending $$$, I miss earning $$$, nothing about food yet coz I haven’t got much appetite, I miss shopping, I miss being able to walk around my house freely, I miss oh shit I forgot to add water to my water snail tank… it dried up…
6th, can’t get to sleep after the argument with moo, girls are hard to understand? I say guys don’t have enough of this particular type of cells in their brains urging them to try understanding us. XXXXXXXXXXXDFAFGADFARHWSDAFSDXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXDASDFAsXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXRRRRSSSSSAVXXXXX complains that I think I shouldn’t post on a blog…
7th looking at the dried rose on the wall makes me feel like I should forgive him, but I know I shouldn’t.
8th the tortoise soft toy adds on the effect of number 7, but I still know I shouldn’t.
9th recalling what he said on the phone just now made me all the more certain I shouldn’t forgive him so easily.
10th I think I bought up all the vitasoy in cold storage, too fast that they haven’t have enough time to stock it back. So I had to go with melon vitasoy today, it’s quite nice actually.
11th my hands is filled with ugliess!!! The one burnt mark from cooking for moo last time *I hate him now* seems like the rose of ugliness on my hands, and the rest of the little dots are deco flowers to emphasize the ugliness of the “rose”
12th viki took the initiative to sms me at my sobbing on the pillow phase after an argument because moo decided to call her in the mid of night even though she is at K.K hospital busy worrying and taking care of Cass and must be very very very tired already. *aaaww* she made some spaces in her heart to be worried about me even though she is so worried about Cass at the same time.
13th my cousin took a breather in my sister’s room because she hope she get the disease and get one week MC too, I offered to lick her instead, I am sure she will get the disease if I did, but her coming O levels changed my mind
14th I wish Cass recovers from his illness asap, it’s kind of heart breaking to hear about him being not energetic. It’s also heart breaking to see Viki loses so much sleep coz of it.
15th I’ve came up with a method to get a week of MC. Since this disease is diagnosed by just looking at the little blisters in your hands and ulcer growing mouth and tongue. It wouldn’t be hard to create just symptoms , 1st, take a tiny metal rod and heat the end of it with fire, then burn ur own hands multiple times on different area to create the blisters. Do it on ur feet too. As for the ulcer, just put a huge amount of salt repeatedly on one spot of your tongue. It will look as if an ulcer is breaking out in whichever part you put the salt on. Then go to the doctor and said one of your siblings contracted this disease and now you suspect you got it too. Now you can have a week of holiday at Genting or Thailand. Oh yeah, don’t forget to drink hot water before they measure your temperature.
16th I had enough of my mobile charger, often when I tries to charge it when its left with less than a bar, It will tell me the batt is fully charged right after I plug the head in. and then it will suddenly switch of the next day coz the batt is flat. Or sometimes it just won start charging whichever way I insert the head.
17th tomorrow I am gonna order chicken porridge again, but I won’t be eating the chicken still, coz its too painful. Or should I just order fish porridge and hope tat there is no bones in the fish and swallow everything since fish is way softer.
18th OMG, my dad is coming in 2 days time, but I can’t bring him shopping coz of my condition. Argh!!!! Why!!!! Why must it come at such a time…
19th I miss carbonara, if possible without the carbo
20th suddenly I feel like my life is at a sudden big pause if it means anything
21st why did god allow the existence of hand foot mouth disease, or even aids or other incurable disease
22nd I feel damn tired ok, but I can’t stop looking at my phone every 5 mins when I am trying to sleep, can someone just slap me.
23rd I wonder how much I’ve lost for not working this one whole week, but on the bright side, I prevented dying babies. So it’s still good.
24th it’s the 24th today! Thus 24 things to say~~ yaaaay~ I am officially lame and out of my mind
