Finally went for my sashimi today, was good, but I didn’t eat the amount I expected. I simply didn’t have the appetite although I have been looking forward to it for a while. Feeling restless and tired recently, hate this feeling. Seems to lose interest in everything, other than the new found pet snails, but they’re just pets too. I dread going out of house or actually even out of my room, I know I have to get outside but still… been wanting to go swimming but was too lazy to buy the hair protector, rebonded my hair not long ago and don’t really plan to spoil it. Although it’s not a very good thing, I am kinda glad I lost my appetite. I mean, I might just get slimmer this way. Still don’t like this restless feeling though.

Moo had off for work tomorrow, so maybe he will accompany me and my cousin to the salon tomorrow. I am gonna be bored for at least an hour and the half anyway, so having him there is a bonus, kills my time, and I have a smoking partner. Talk about smoke, I’ve been smoking a lot lesser lately, I am starting to wonder if it’s because of that I suddenly became so hysterical, it’s scary. Been trying to lighten up a lot by playing with my snails, but I think one of them died. Either that or its refusing to come out of its shell coz it’s afraid of something.

I’ve bought new plants and stones for my snails today. A pack of tiny little stones for base, and the plant for them to.. breathe, hide, oxygen, etc la..

Amusingly there are new surprises when I got home. Was trying to ‘install’ the plant and found 2 new babies. This time round, water snail. The one I had first was land snail. The water snail was a lot smaller coz my land snail grew a tiny bit. But still, when they are standing around on the lil stones, I couldn’t figure out where is the snails exactly, damn should have bought a different colored stone. The snail size was as big as the stone if not smaller, it was tedious to look for them. I am sure if I leave it for a few days and supply them with just water, and baby milk drops, they will grow big enough for me to tell the difference, I am just worried that the land snail will devour for water snails for preference of calcium now.

So now, I have 3 confirmed alive land snails, 1 suspected dead land snail, and 2 water snails... all are still babies.

I’ve always been curious about what will happen to snails if I threw salt on them, so I remembered a site that has all the rubbish things which people would upload once a while, the youtube! I went to search salt snail, just this 2 words is enough to trigger many result on sadistic people killing snails in the middle of the night with a box of salt and a torch on their hands.

Its kinda sad actually, I didn’t think I would feel sorry for the big snails but I did. When they threw salt sparingly on snails climbing around or lazing around, they snail will just turn bubbles, slide off about 3 cm down, and drop from high places if they are there. The culprit continue to look for new prey to play with without stopping immediately, not only that, they’re laughing at the tortured to death snails. I found the first dead snail a satisfaction to my curiosity but the rest of them are just … ugh… ouch…

So now instead of throwing salt on them once they grew up, I’ve decided to let them go free instead. I’ve turned kind ^^

As for the ‘hard’ post I’ve made recently, it probably looks like it pin pointed most people with different backgrounds but, that wasn’t my intention. I was definitely pin pointing but also definitely not any of my friends, at least there is non among my friends that I know have extreme views on the unwealthies. I just had to use the extreme way to defend an extreme view that someone or a group made, although just for my own personal satisfaction. With that said, I am sorry if I caused misunderstanding, but I hope no one would think that way again.

Moo on the other hand have been quite patient with my tantrums, but then again, he is more like a punch bag who have a mouth to complain. At least he still let me punch. (descriptive usage here, I didn’t really punch him ok.)

Talk about punching, reminded me of torture, then I thought of what happen to my snail this noon. I saw from a site that I am able to feed them baby milk powder as their source of calcium, but when I throw them into the powder, they don’t look like they like it that much, then I tried dissolving the powder and throw them in, they looked like they almost came out of their shell inside the milk paddle.

They are just wriggling and wriggling and wriggling. To the extent that the shell look as if they would come off any second. I can’t tell if they’re just purely enjoying it way too much or suffering in the milk paddle, but I can’t bear to have a sight of this any longer and push it out of the milk paddle. When I dilute the milk solution further and drops only a drop on them, they seems to be enjoying it though, I am kind of confuse how to go about feeding them calcium.

If anyone knows where I can get cuttlefish bone please let me know. I need it very much. Thank you.