W a l k i n g A p a r t
Wednesday, May 16


Today is another boring day, its quite sad. I still haven’t found a cure to my disastrous hair make over. I bought a hair straightener from watsons, watsons brand. It is not that fantastic as the VS one with the steam function but they didn’t have other brands already. That’s my last and only choice of brand. It cost only $30. at least for now. I could just straighten my fringe and fake a new look thingy instead of a failed hair cut. Tell me, what else could I do. I might want to rebond my hair but I really have to give it a serious thought. I’ve no patience in handling rebonded hair. Would have to let my hair down no matter how stuffy or how hot the weather is. Have to condition it properly etc etc.. its too much of a hassle, but if its for getting away from my noob look. I just might do it.

I bought sara lee strawberry cheesecake too. From cold storage. Its not some expensive or nicely decorated dessert from some exquisite restaurant. but its one of the favorite dessert of all time for me. I wouldn’t really eat it everyday or what, but when it comes to an urge for dessert. It would be one of the 1st thing that comes to my mind. The creamy creamy frozen cream and the cheese flavor, although not thick and that cheesy, its something good enough to stand in for a real frozen cheese cake when you’re lazy to go out for one. Not to mention the hint of soury taste from the frozen strawberry jam and the affordable price. Of coz, u could eat the whole tray of it and not be afraid of the public eyes.

In my freezer now I have 3 kind of dessert to chose from, green tea ice cream from hagendaz, banana flavoured ice cream with walnut and broken choco piece from the cow brand.. ben and jerries I think. And the strawberry cheese cake from sara lee. No wonder I am getting fat.. but how could I life without all this. Still remember the time when I spend a large % of my allowance on snacks when I was in Melbourne. My sis always warn me about spending too much but her warnings never really work. It only work when I realized I only have enough $ to buy instant noodles for the rest of the month. Sigh… those were the days. Frankly I miss the life in Melbourne. The weather, and the pace. The cold fresh air too. I remember when I 1st came back to Singapore, I felt the air here is kinda sticky and not too fresh. But after I went back to Indonesia and come back to Singapore again, I start to appreciate the air here. But still, I miss the scent of melbourne’s air the most..

Anyway, I’ve kinda started on a new game yesterday, the game called flyff. Its not that bad of a game considering its free. It’s a lil cute too. Flyff stands for fly for fun, the game is just as what the name says. Fly..

You can fly around instead of walking. Flying on a modern skateboards or on the ancient witches broom. Of coz most girls are going to chose the brooms and most guys are gonna take the skateboards, but wth, it doesn’t really matter, I am not sure on the game play yet, but so far so good. The character build up may not be as flexible but you can’t really find a totally flexible one anyway. One of the games that I’ve played which I think is flexible would be silk road. Where you can really mix the skill how u wan it to be. Ice and fire, fire and lightning, ice and lightning, and its not just the diff type but the extend of element u wan to be. Anyway, u won’t know until u play it. I guess for now the really interesting part of flyff Is that u could fly, “ooooh I could fly..” u know?

This is the trailer from long ago, one of the 1st few trailer available for this game, I thought the trailer on the main site is not that cute although it’s the real game play trailer, but I think this is a better one to put on my blog. Coz its simply lame and cute.

The game is really quite old already, its not anything new, but its still worth playing when you’re too bored..

I’m gonna go out tml, 1st to collect my cheque, and then going window shopping with a friend of mine I know from work. Well I guess I could call her friend instead of colleague coz I got a feeling she would be one. She’s around the same age as my cousin. I quite like her attitude though, care-less about whats going on around. Not too interested and actually, most of the time, this are the kind of people that won’t really get involve when ‘political’ issues starts to rise. Hhmm now that I think of it, my cousin is someone like that too. Or maybe a lot of people at that age are like that, I wonder.

My god son – viki’s son is gonna ‘arrive’ on Friday. I am 1/3 worried about viki, 1/3 happy that a baby is coming and its my godson, and 1/3 scared coz I’ve never really touch an infant. I am really scared I will break him if I touch him.. you know how soft and fragile they are.. so I am not planning to do more then just poking him. I wonder if his cheeks will be full enough to bounce back when I poke it. Hhmmm will let u know after I try.

Talk about pregnancy, recently I had a lot of conversation on pregnancy and giving birth among my friends. Its not just one group, its all around. It kinda of become a hot topic out of no where.

The ‘horror stories’ of pregnancy and giving birth, its really will send ur spine tingling whenever you hear it, the pain the puking and many more. Ugh, the thought of it… most of the girls would just say, “I don wan to have a baby in the future anymore” I would agree too. For this I really take my hats off viki. It really take a lot of courage to go through this process. She is coming to an end of pregnancy soon and going into the phase of being a mother in her project of life. I really wonder how a woman in this situation will really feel, but I am not yet ready to find out.

Maybe from next week onwards I will start swimming again. But my laziness always take over and I ended up sleeping or snacking around most of the time. I hope my will power is enough for me to step out of the house for the swim next week. Else my horizontal growth really wouldn’t come to an end. *ouch* ( I can’t fit into the clothes I bought during Chinese new year ) that’s how much I grew.. for god’s sake.. ouch..

That’s one of the reason I stop going shopping too, I don’t really wanna buy those L clothing which I really wish to rid of sooner or later. Decided to start shopping again when I can fit into M or 10’s.

Before I end this post, I haven’t decide on something yet… on Friday, I am kinda invited by viki to go together with her for the birth of her son, but I thought its quite inappropriate coz most of the time only family members would be around for a time like these. So should I go or should I not….. hhhmmm


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