Walking With Us

Wednesday, April 4

Hold it everyone.. for the sapphiree is turning ruby soon.
I am reaching my limits ... soon enough..

Yes Moo has been my target in luv. At times he catches the roach for me. Always he wash the dishes for me. Of coz some other dating expenses that he might have spent. He throws the rubbish to the chute for me coz i didn't dare touch it too.

B U T

At the same time, this same person nags at almost everything i do. If i improve its not enough. Some other negative things which i don really wanna post up in a blog. and he react in a kiddy way towards a lot of things both emotionally and physically, and THIS is what is making me reach my limits.. letting emotions take over his behaviour in quite a self-centered manner. Almost like telling me,
"as long as i am sad, i must be the one who is right, i will hear your opinion, but its not gonna change the fact that i am right anyway"
He even have to just cancel the meeting up for collecting things tml, just because he don have the mood to.
can i have something i can kill now, like the undead monkey in pirates of the carribean? oh man i wish i can.
I am going to sleep with the anger in my tonight, and i better not have any nightmares, or i'm gonna boil....!!!