Monday, March 19
did i mention? few days ago i accompanied my cousin to st james.. she is 16 years old this year, but st james power station is having some kind of under age party at power house.i thought it would be cute seeing my cute cousin who will probably arrive there with a newbie face but it didn't turn out as good as i expected.. it wasn't a clubbing night to begin with. lots of good looking cute lil girls with figures so sinful . no dancing, no drinks..no smoking seriously it was the worst clubbing experience i ever had..but i already knew it was an event to begin with.. and i've been to more then one event that take place in clubs but this is the 1st!!! that don't allow smoking ! omg..
okies enough with the complains.. today went hougang.. running some errand and on my way back home, i bought some tutu kuey for my cousin since they seems to luv it. took mrt to little india and before we're totally out of the mrt station premises, let me tell u, the mrt staff are working really hard.. good on them.. everyone knows there is no eating or drinking within the station's premises.. but today i was too tempted by the tutu kuey i couldn't hold one more escalator up to the exit. so i took a tutu kuey out from my plastic bag and have a bite.. one whole piece.. its just one escalator to the exit.. and guess what.. right after the tutu kuey melts in my mouth they put up the no eating and drinking announcement with all 4 languages .. made me feel a bit guilty but the 4 languages really kind of irritates me..but since i am living in a multi racial country, i guess i don really have a choice do i?
I've been indecisive about something for a long time, actually its just the confidence part.. i wanted to qualify for something, but to qualify for it, i have to do the one thing i hate most. not only i am bad in that, i have little confidence, most of all when it comes to it, i only always have that short while of hardwork and everything will go down to drain after 5 minutes.. oh man.. my eagerness to qualify for it or my will.. *shakes head* not to mention the time it will take to qualify for it.. can i go bang the wall now..
there are so many path in my life that i can take now but i just can't decide which to take.. my passion, my will, my materialistism, my blah blah blah.. which one should i go... or i should just be lazy and not do anything.. ok nvm thats not a good idea, a lot of people is gonna scold me for that... =~~~ treat it as i never say the last one..but but but.. i still wish i can be lazy..... and lately i've been looking up a lot of things to customize my own desktop.. i don mean the system but the themes etc.. some looks pretty cute, some is really useful, and some.. is just refreshing. should i put down what my moo says about it? "a waste of time" and damn him.
*stopped blogging for 5 min coz he tried to delete the "damn him"*
for wasting my 5 min, i had to double damn him.
its now 4:31 am, my moo ask me go le.. so i guai guai have to listen to him since i damned him 3 times in total.. i still feel a bit guilty ..... sometimes...
so good night~~~
