Wednesday, March 21
the 1st thing i notice is.. no one is luffing at the stupid story i posted ... oh well..
Does singapore have too many childcare assistant to spare? looks like i can't get the job i wanted to at least for this period of time. maybe there are too many caring people around, either that or there are a lot of sadist around that luv to torture lil children =^^=. wonder which one am i. sigh.. i guess it also means i have to do the normal jobs to get by 1st.. aiks aiks.. hate it hate it..
i spend 1 hour trying to buff my nails today... successful, looking pretty good, the last time i tried to buff my nails was about a decade ago. kinda fun trying it again..not only that. it might just be my imagination, but it seems after buffering my nails..nail polish looks better on it. i don know, it just feels cleaner.. neater.. or something..but the perfection of nail polish never last more then 1 hour on my finger nails.. i had the habit of biting my finger ( of coz that includes the whole nail ) when i get excited or more to the hyper part of my emotions.. like in suspense... etc.. so as long as i am reading news online, or watching anime, tv, manga, or whatsoever.. i will bite my finger and leave little holes on the beautiful nail polish. tried hard to change this habit but sometimes even though i didn't remember biting my finger nails. i would notice those lil holes on the nail polish along with my teethprint on my finger, somehow.... i guess putting nail polish on is also a device that could gauge how often i bite my finger.. i don't even know >.<
Been trying to figure out what is wrong with my storage drive lately, right after i click it, it won let my access to the folders inside.. well actually it does. its just so damn slow... and it hangs my computer every now and then that i don really wanna click on it anymore.. after some research and diagnosis i found out the cruel truth,
my harddisk is failing..
i delete a lot of things from it. planning to get a new harddisk.. this time a much bigger capacity. maybe i will get a 300 gig one... wonder how much it cost.. i have to safe the $ for it. oh man... stupid harddisk.. failing on me.. but its partially my fault too, i didn't install it properly and leave it somewhere which didn't give it enough ventilation . feel like crying. *boo-oo* all my anime collection etc etc blah blah. me and my stupid idea thinking harddisk won just spoil like that.. stupid me stupid me.. another technical lesson learnt.. i was too lazy and this happens.. argh..
my harddisk =~~~~~
i am going to cry in my sleep coz of my harddisk.. =~~~ i am gonna miss it so much and definitely give it a descend funeral.. like flushing it down a toilet bowl for giving me such a good time losing all my media files.. tmd........ si hardddisk..
