Sunday, February 4
Today is the shopping day... Spent near to $100... all preparation for new year.. bought facial mask for my face ... for the stupid red dots >.< i hope it can be gone by new year if not i will really be having a red new pig year..
got a top from giodarno.. donno how to spell.. blusher . brush.. ok nvm.. boring details skip skip skip..it wasn't my greatest shopping day but at least i got something ^^
met up with viki today for an ajisen dinner.. finally was able to use my member card.. 1st time hoho.. something acomplished..
had a not so good thingy happening today... 2 actually.. but lets not elaborate... but today.. i got my foulest mood ever in the recent months...rewarded by my dearest moo...
i gonna be a bit naggy today.. lets be frank.. i can't stay happy everyday . so just let me complain a bit la.. bout more then a month ago i know i've stepping into a relationship i wasn't really ready for .. but thru many influences.. i've decided to take the gutsy step and give into my feelings for a bit... and now the things that i kind guessed would come sooner or later .. appeared.. slapped right in front of me.. it hit into me slowly.. and i just realised it today.. maybe i am moving too fast.. i've been giving in to my feelings and now it has taken its toll on me..*bang.. Bang... Baaang..* maybe its time to slow down my pace and rewind this feeling a bit... and re-evaluate what is going on.. i don know how i am gonna do that man.. just wish me freaking luck .... and wish whoever is able to grant me the wisdom to settle what is the problem right now or alternatively grant me the strength to crack my own skull so i will feel like nothing has ever happened before or i've never ever lived.. ok i am kidding about this part.. i still luv my life.. and living it..
