Tuesday, December 5
tml is my last day of work in 田 . Been slightly less then 2 months since i started working there, quite a ride i would say, its been a long time i haven't got a proper job before i started working there, in that period of time i got kinda adjusted to working lifestyle. especially when its the long working hours in retails.. i am forced to adjust. well at least since i know i can survive working hours like these. i am definitely able to survive office working hours. putting this aside, since its my last day tml , my colleages decided to go have a big steamboat buffet again . 4 girls, on a glutanious food trip. its the $15 dollar buffet thingy, and i decided to make it my treat tomorrow since i am the one leaving. none of them know about it yet though . i am just gonna let them find out tml when the bill comes. i can't wait for the buffet. yum yum. one of the colleage haven't seen me in buffet action before, so she's definitely gonna get shock tml. most people who sees me eats a buffet the 1st time would normally get a shock. Be warned, i have big appetite. My tummy is the evidence.
got an unexpected sms from my sis today , a bad news about one of my friend in melbourne. seems that she had an emotional break down lately, and i've heard nothing about it, until today. i would have been able to bring her out for a drink or something if i were in melbourne or if she's in singapore . another one of my friends being hurt by the male species of human beings. isn't there any proper ones out there? helllooo?? do u hear me? *geez* no reply, all the good ones are dead aren't they?
well, at every certain point of time , people are bound to get lonely, feel like they need a permanent company, hopes tat someone can share with them a lot of things they have in life. but sometimes it just came to my mind this way, is it really worth the risk of being hurt or hurting others just to fulfil the lacking of companionship. At some point of time, it really does seems tempting to just fall into the temporary sense of happiness. Some people just tried very hard to hold on to themselves and not get involve. Me? i do get lonely sometimes too, but i am enjoying and appreciating everything i have right now as it is, not thinking too much, not moving too fast, but definitely moving .... slowly.
there is a limit to everything, just like there is a limit to the amount i can blog today coz i have to wake up early tml for an earlier shift. haha especially when i gonna have a fantastic meal tml night. wish me luck for my last day of sales and hope i am able to eat more then the $'s worth of food.
