Tuesday, December 12
Pink Day
Yeah yeah yeah , i haven't been blogging for 5 days.. quite a few things happen this few days.. hhmm i guess the most life changing one is ..... (lets leave it for later and talk about today 1st)
went simlim to chose a desktop for my cousin , but there is quite some requirement to the desktop he is chosing. so i asked my brother for suggestion, instead of suggestion, he came down to help instead. All the way. chose the coms specs.. and went off. i realised the specs he chose is more or less something i would have chosen other thent he graphic card and motherboard. he prefers asus , i prefers g.byte. other then that , its more or less the same.
Well talking about my brother, i always think he is prolly a nice person , just way to log-brained and way to much of a discipline person . straight, not flexible.. emotionless but all in all more to the yasashi type. all along in my mind i think he is someone who is willing to help people and blah blah blah. even emotionless but moral or theory based thinking, he would. but today, i've seen him in action. we hardly talk to each other, and i wouldn't even call that a communication. today we've exchanged the most number of words compared to all these years before today added together.. i had a sense of acomplishment for some reason . i don know what it will lead to, good things or bad things... come what may... these lil things are kept in my heart. or.. maybe.. i am just too much of a worrier... am i ? anyway, skipping all the stupid things i have in mind. i have to head back down to sim lim again tml , so i can hopefully collect my cousin's desktop which is supposedly to have some technical problem on the builder's side. pray that everything is alright so i don have to make decisions again ..>.<
so my friend's wedding is on friday.. i've gotten myself a nice pair of earrings but no matching necklace to go with. the only free day i have to shop for it will be on thursday.. and along with the necklace i have to shop for "equipments" for the wedding day itself.. its kinda bit in a rush but well.. what more do u expect from someone who always always leave things undone until the last minute. at least most of the time i still get it done.
from here on, shall i continue with the content which was suppose to be posted right on top? maybe i should.
well... hhmmmm for years i've been struggling with emotional stuffs.. bit here and there.. i mean , who won't? but now i found someone who treats me well... he has been mentioned in my blog a few times before with the label "cow"
someone who is more then willing to let me lie on his arms days in a row when sleeping at night
even though he knows he wont be in the comfy position..
someone who will get me medications for all the lil stuff that doesn't really hurts..
someone who gives in to me when i look at him smiling
someone who thinks he isn't good enough for me
someone who is stupid to have done all the things above.. but definitely worth the appreciation for all he has done.
damn, i am good at words...am i ?
just that these things seems too good to be true..and somehow i always always believed that good things won last. a bit hard to make myself believe this will.. but it doesn't really matter since i am taking one step at a time, and time will always prove everything, it never fails me. but a non-single life is really quite different, not sure if i can get use to it, not to mention there is a whole load of other things i have in mind... messy messy messy.... but it makes life a whole lot more colorful , in the end its still good..
