Saturday, December 30
I've been thru quite a lot of changes since i've last blogged, not me specifically but my life in general... been thru a heart warming wedding of my friend viki-her getting married is one of the happiest thing i could have wished happened to her, and she did it! she was beautiful on that day, but seeing her getting married, well i am not her mother, but as she pour the champaign down all the pyramid glasses. i felt so happy i almost cried, but of coz i would have been crazy to have really cried so i just told myself exactly that and manage to stop that 1st drop of tears to fall. i was the bridesmaid, -mark the word "maid" in the bridesmaid- i was exactly the full time maria on the day for her. just a bit unsure of what to do etc.. but still , everything went on quite smoothly. and i was the receptionist at night, pretty much useless though coz everyone seems to know everyone there.. and the receptionist job was not much more then stuffing red packets into the "Treasure box" and somehow a picture was taken when i was happily stuffing them looking like the red packets are all mine. ^^
I was having a bit of fun and a lil too happy to try and look good on camera and thats how i ended up looking like , a total candid shot with me smiling like a retard. congratz to me!
well other then the really heart warming day... which i felt from my friend...
i myself... fell in luv with a special certain guy... the "moo" of my blog.. how should i put it.. not the heart racing, blood gushing love, but a calm peaceful and gentle type of feeling... its the 1st time i had such a feelings and he has been treating me well.. until now ^^ , well .. as my close friends all know.. my past relationships or the targets i fall in luv with was never someone i could really rely on.. neither were they someone who treats me like they should have treated me.. and coz of that, i've never dared dream that i could be treated like the way i am now..with respect, with luv and with understanding and care. it almost seems like a package, although it too comes with the painfully loud snoring almost everynight, but even the snores sounds ironically sweet, coz i know in the morning when i wake up, i am not alone. how am i suppose to describe something that came to me without me wishing on it, neither was i expecting it. too good to be true? i guess i am really slowly falling more into love.But just like any other troubled girls out there, there are still questions yet to have an answer floating in my mind and pumping in my heart. I guess this too comes with the package... a bit of a gamble in here.. but a lot of lil joys to be felt..
just kinda afraid of getting used to this package, as u all know, good offers often comes with a lot of fineprints.. we shall see...
